Sadist • Jared Leto

~chapter twelve~

warning: mature themes ahead

Milah's POV

His lips met mine, swiftly wrapping his arms around my waist and bringing me over to his lap. My legs wrapped around his waist as he kissed me with all the passion he can manage, standing up and holding me up with him. He walked us over to his bed, throwing me down onto it with some force. I looked up at him, a hint of a smile on my face as the adrenaline rushed through my body. 

"Don't move." He ordered, before walking over to the closet and opening one of the shelves, taking out a black tie. He walked back to me, taking my wrists. "Don't be nervous. Before I start anything, I just want you to know your safe words. If you say 'yellow', I'll stop what i'm doing, but continue on with something else. If you say 'red', we'll stop completely. So just keep in mind that you are actually in control of what's happening, but in a different way. Got it?"

"Yellow and red, got it." I said, biting my lip in anticipation. I have no idea what was in store for me, but I'm excited. 

"Good girl." He muttered, before wrapping the tie around my wrists and tying it up tightly. He pushed me forward slightly so that my wrists were closer to the headboard, before tying them to it. He bit his lip, looking down at me with dark and excited eyes. 

He crawled over me, hovering over my body. He leaned down and placed his lips on mine gently, making me shiver. He bit my bottom lip slightly, before going down to kiss my jaw. He was doing everything so painfully slow that all I wanted to do was wrap my arms around his waist and pull him closer to me. 

He started kissing my neck, sucking on it for a few seconds, then kissing it once again. I never thought that the feeling of his lips and tongue on my neck would be this good. I let out a quiet moan, tilting my head back to give him more access. He kissed down my neck, before going to my collarbones. He sucked on one spot, and I knew that there is definitely a mark there right now. I bit my lip to try and contain another moan, embarrassed about being too loud. 

He suddenly lifted his head and looked up at me, leaning forward and placing a small kiss on my lips. "Don't hold anything back, beautiful. I want to hear how good I make you feel." 

I nodded my head, and Jared took that as a cue to continue. He went back to kissing my collar bones, his tongue licking a small stripe, then sucking on another spot. I let out another moan at the feeling, still quiet but obvious. 

His hands went to the belt that was holding my robe together, undoing it. My heart raced, as I knew that this was going to be my first time ever, completely exposed to a man. He undid the belt, before opening up the robe. 

His eyes scanned my bare body, as I watched him for a reaction. Since my hands were tied up above my head, I was slightly arching my back, which made my ribs visible. 

"You're so beautiful." He said, before leaning down once again and placing his lips on my chest, kissing it lightly. One hand was holding onto my thigh tightly, caressing it as his other hand went to my breast, massaging it. He kissed down from my chest, to in between my breasts, then down to my stomach. He separated my legs slightly, before going down and kissing my inner thigh. I let out a moan, loving the feeling of his lips on me.