Bad Boys, Good Girls & Me {Editing}

chapter 17

Back at school. The living hell. I don’t get how people can talk s—t about you and expect it not to hurt. Well it does. Last year a guy committed suicide because of it. He was just a normal guy. Nothing was different about him, but out of the hundreds of kids at the school they picked him out. And now he’s gone. I walked in alone. Hunter left me. So much for not letting me going through anything alone.

“Look who’s back” I heard a girl whisper as I walked past.

“I heard she cut herself for hunter’s attention” another said

“What an attention seeker, like shell ever end up with him” someone said. Don’t listen Sky you can do this. It felt like everyone was closing in on me.

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The whole of the first lesson I spent listening to people whispering,( well talking loud enough for me to hear them, about me.) The bell rung and I stormed out. I walked into the cafeteria looking for hunter. I saw him sitting at his usual table. He looked over at me but looked away. Did he just forget about everything that happened? He can’t just leave my hanging like that. I kept staring. NO FREAKING WAY!! What the hell was Bethany doing with him? He looked at me again and I know he knew I was looking. Bethany walked up to him and he placed a kiss on her cheek. UGH. I am going to have a meltdown. Damn it sky not again. I ran out of there. I couldn’t breathe. Before I ran out I looked back at hunter and Bethany. They were both smiling looking directly at me. I turned away and kept running. I ran around the corner to get to the bathroom. The next thing you know I was laying on my back on the cold, hard ground. “Damn it” I whispered to myself. “Oh s—t I’m sorry” the voice said. I looked up and my eyes met with his. They were bluey-green with brown surrounding the pupil. I was caught up looking at his eyes then he said “Are you okay?”

“Yea, I’m just gonna lay here for a while” I said playing dead.

“Ha-ha here let me help you” he said holding out is hand.

I grabbed hold of it and he pulled me up.

“Thanks” I said dusting of myself.

“Sorry to ask, but have you been crying?”

“U-umm n- yea” I couldn’t lie.

“Are you okay? “He asked

“If a girl told you she loved you, then the next day kissed another guy would you be okay?” I questioned. He thought for a bit then replied

“No, probably not”

“Yea well, life sucks” I said walking away. Before I could get far he ran up beside me. Why does everyone do that to me can’t they just let me go for god’s sake!?  “What do you want” I asked getting mad.

“Are you hungry?” he asked. I looked at him and replied.

“I’m freaking starving” I said holding my stomach as it grumbled.

“Wanna go grab something to eat?”