claud
so it has been a month and joey leaves for tour today
i am going to miss him like crazy man
his family and i are taking him to the airport
"joey i don't want you to leave" i whine
"bebe i need to we talked about this"he kisses my head we get out of the car and he hugs me
"joey"i cry
"you promised me you're not gonna cry"he whines
"but my baby's leaving" i whine
"i promise to facetime you every night and call you every morning and text you nonstop only if u promise not to cry"he says
"i promise"i whine
"good now i'm gonna say bye to my fan then give you a goodbye hug and kiss"he says walking over to bella hugging her then scotty and sophia
sophia was crying awe
he goes over to his mom and hugs her for a god minute then takes kash gives him a big kiss and calls me over
"i'm gonna miss u baby"he whispers kissing me
"i'm gonna miss u too"i whisper
"flight 37a please go to the gate"the loud speaker shouts
"that's me" he says sadly then walks off
"bye bebe"i whisper
"claudia would you like to come over for dinner?" jen asks
"of course"
we all go over to their house and jen starts cooking soph takes me up to her room and shows me her makeup and her hair products
we lay around and she tells me some story's
but soon she gets a phone call and she stays on the phone for like an hour so i ft jack and jack
"are we gonna talk about what happen?"j asks
"nothing happened jack "i say
"ok this is weird as fuck i'm leaving"he says
"what's he going on about?"gilinsky asks
sophia squeals
"you good?"i ask
"is that the jack gilinsky?"she asks
"it is"i laugh she jumps and takes my phone
"jack i love you so much you are so hot and you can fuck me anytime anywhere i love you dad" she says
"how old is she?"jack asks
"14"i laugh
"look sophia was it? u cute but i am not getting arrested"he laughs
"ok fine just follow me please"she begs
"what's ur insta?"he asks
"SOPHIA IM STILL HERE"someone says from her phone she takes my phone talking to jack and i take hers
"wassup i'm claudia"i smile
"lexi"the girl smiles
"omg ur gorgeous"i say
"omg u too!"she says
"ur so sweet!"i smile
"so how do you know soph?"she asks
"i'm joeys girlfriend"i say he smile fades
"really?"she asks
"mhmm what about u?"i ask
"we randomly followed each other. i go on tour with joe all the time. im on tour with joey right now"she smiles
"awe i miss my baby boy take care of him for me? make sure he works out and eats enough i'm sorry i'm being annoying"i laugh
"oh it's ok take care of soph"she says
"of course i might even take her home"i say
"you live with your parents?"lexi asks
"uh no i live alone with joey" i say
"how long have y'all been together?" she asks
"we've known each other for 3 years we started talking around a year ago"i say
"oh" she says
"so y'all own the apartment?"she asks
"well it's under my dads name and joey and i just stay there" i say we finish up the call so does soph we all eat
"i should go home"i say
"thank you for coming"jen hugs me i grab my stuff and leave
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hey guys
i wanted to give you a bonus chapter to leave things on a clear plate
i am in such a horrible place mentally rn and i feel pressured to write on top of it
i'm so so sorry but i really need to take a brake
get my thoughts together
i have been everywhere i am so lost and confused
i am so so so sorry but i can't keep saying just give them one more chapter
seeing the excitement u guys get reading my book literally means the world and that is why i started writing
i used to be crazy depressed till i bought this pink notebook and i just started writing and writing stories and soon my anxiety calmed down and my depression faded
but i slowly feel it creeping up on me and i'm so worried
i don't want to go back to trying to kill myself every other day
i don't want pitty or stuff like that it's really not that at all i just want to tell u before you guys stop getting chapters for days then weeks then months when i can just prevent it all
i sound so extra but i'm serious
i'm so confused
i'm so bothered from my self from my looks from my personality my body my everything
my parents are going through a divorce and it's so sad seeing my mom so upset
my friends are all fake
don't know when i'll be back but i won't be gone long i promise
when i do come back it'll be w a big boom
well if anyone wants to talk message me
🧸🥀✨
xoxo ~ m
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Fanfiction*claudia* i suddenly felt joeys hand on my thigh so i decided to bother joey and put my hand down his pants and grabbed his dick "stop"he says. i don't "i will fuck the shit out of you claudia "he says "i will do what i want joseph"i say and tug o...
