cheater jmb

twenty three

~claud~

it's been 4 months..

i switch back to public school

a week later joey did too

joey gives me looks of guilt all the time but he did this to himself

i'm a single pringle

hehe

today is graduation

i didn't go to prom

no one asked me

someone told me joey threaten to fight anyone that did but i doubt it

i'm taking a gap year before college bc i need to get my shit together man

i have a valid dress my hair is done my nail are done and my skin is fucking glowing man don't get me started ab my makeup man

like i'm not worried ab joey either bc he's gonna go from this to what? huh i'm fucking amazing and he's stupid

*at graduation*

both of my parents are here so is my dads wife and his kids.

my mom is doing better

i'm so scared to loose her

the ceremony starts

blah blah blah

he calls three people at a time for their diplomas

"madison beer! joseph birlem! claudia bridges!"the principal calls

joey looks off

something ain't right

we take our diplomas and go back to our seats

joeys eyes are red but not from crying

"can u forgive me already i miss you"he slurs

shit he's drunk

i smell him a and u betcha he's high

"joey! are you serious?!"i say and grab his arm talking him to my mom cuz his will literally kill him

"mami i need advil and water"i whisper

she pulls some out and i give them to joey

"why is he with you"my dad growls

"joey!"max says and hugs him

"not now papi! how do i get him sober or less high?"i ask my mom

"you can't"she says and joey falls in the seat next to her

"has he told you anything?"my dad asks

"he said he wants me to forgive him and he misses me"i say

"that's why he's high then, over you"my dad says

sophia comes over

"i swear to god if i smell him and he's high again i'm going to fucking slap him"she says

"go ahead and make it hard enough to get his brain set straight"i say

"who's she?"my dad asks

"sophia his sister" i say

"what are we gonna do?"i ask

"my mom can take him home, thank you"soph says

after that we finished the ceremony and went home to change then went out for dinner

while i was out i got a text from joey

ugly dick face 😭
hey gorgeous, so i heard
what you did for me today
and i want to say thank
you i really appreciate it
i have been tryin to tell u
i didn't even do anything
with dylan she was really
just a friend and i know
i was wrong for lying but
i didn't want you to get
worried and i know
that you don't trust me
too much so i tried to
protect our relationship
i'm sorry princess i love
you 🖤

bro how do i even react to that

"who is that?"my dad asks

"no one"i say and lock my phone

"what happen to joey?"macy asks

"macy! that's a touchy subject!"ruby says

"it's fine. um i jumped to conclusions and messed everything up" i say and frown

"what?"my mom asks

"um he talk to me and told me what happen"i say putting my head in my hand poking my food with the other

"mija you love this boy and he loves you so cherish it"my mom says

"i dunno"i say and continue to poke on my food

"eat don't just stare at it"my dad says

"i'm not hungry. thank you for the amazing day but it's time for me to get home"i say taking my food to go

"ok"my mom says

*at home*

i change into shorts and a sweatshirt

i lay on my sofa with leftovers and watch a movie

there is a knock at my door and my family all stands there in pjs and pizza

"guys"i coo

we all lay and i change the movie so that it's family friendly for the kids

and so my mom don't beat my ass

"mija why don't you even try and fix the problems with joey?"my mom asks

"i dunno" i say

"well i do. i know that joey loves you so much"she says and puts my face in her hand

"i'll talk to him tomorrow"i say

"good"she says

we finish the movie and they all go home leaving me alone with my thoughts

that is the worst

being all up in your head and then waking up and your life is still shit

fuck

_______________________________

hey

i'm not doing too well mentally again

eh

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