cheater jmb

thirteen

clauds pov

i wake up and see joey dm-ed me and i'm nervous to open it

i mean he's probably gonna brag ab how stassie is prettier than me and how she's better than me

i take a deep breath and open it

@joeybirlem
i miss u so much it's
crazy babe. look im so
so so so sorry i don't
deserve you. you are the best
person i have ever met
your smile brightens up the
entire room. you are the prettiest
smartest kindest girl i have
ever seen. claudia if you were
pregnant i would have been the
happiest person ever. im stupid
im so stupid. i wanna take back
everything wrong i have ever done to
you. im so sorry claudia. i wanna kill
myself! claudia i swear you deserve
so much better than me and the fact
that I hurt you kills me every single
day. i'll always love you. I know you
hate me and all but I still wanted to
tell you happy one year. one year ago
today I grew some balls and finally
decided to dm u and im glad I did
because you make me so happy
take your time to reply beautiful 🧡

um wow how do I reply to that

i really wanna forgive him

but i just can't

i take a deep breath and jus brake down

i go into my bathroom and look at myself in the mirror

i'm so ugly and disgusting

god i hate myself

i cry even harder to the point where i throw up

i get out of the bathroom and put on sweatpants and a sweatshirt

they're not mine

i honestly have no clue who's it is

when mads comes she leaves them here all the time

so do jack and jack

i grab my phone airpods and wallet and leave my apartment for a walk

i put in my airpods and start to walk

i stop at starbucks and see joey with some girl

oof

he's a dub rn

i turn my volume up all the way and walk in

if i want coffee i want coffee this pussy bitch not gonna stop me

i get online

my music blasts in my ears and i feel a tap on my shoulder

i take a deep breath and turn around

tHaNk gOd iT wAsNt jOeY

it was sophia

"hey"she says

"hi"i say

"how are you?"she asks

"im fine" i say

"um joeys not doing to great"she says

"ok"i say

"he really needs you"soph says

"no he doesn't. what do i have that stassie doesnt? that sabrina doesnt?"i say

"claudia he wants to kill himself"she sighs

"he dm me.i know"i say

"please stop him he's my best friend . he literally cries at night for you"she says

"sophie i miss him but i can't keep setting myself up to get hurt again"i say

"he won't mess up one chance "she says

"sophia it's not that simple. he cheated on me twice. with my best friends! it's not a walk in the park for me either " i say

she sighs

"please just talk to him"she begs i bite my lip

"5 minutes that's all he has"i say

"thank you!"she says and runs back to joey his face lightens up

he looks at me with tears in his eyes

i order grab my drink and sit down

"hey"i say quietly he doesn't look me in the eye

"claudia i love you i can't lose you"he says

"joey"

"no listen i wanna marry you one day i want you to have our kids i wanna take you to prom
i want to spoil the shit out of you even though you hate that type of stuff i wanna have an entire future with you. just me and you no side chicks no stassie up my ass no sabrina just joey and claudia"he says with tears in his eyes

"joey i want that too"i say he finally looks me in the eye

"you've been crying"he says i look down

"i'm sorry i just need one chance and i won't fuck up"he begs i bite my lip

i really miss him he makes me so happy

"one chance"i say

"thank you"he puts his face in hands

"joey are you crying?"i ask

"i missed u"he says

"i missed you too"i say and stand up

he stands up and hugs me tightly

"r u my girlfriend again?"he rests his head on my shoulder

"i guess i am"i smile and put my hand in his hair

"i love you"he says

"i love you too"i say he sits down and pulls me into his lap

soph comes

"thank you"she whispers i smile and nod

"i'm gonna go home text me"i say kissing joeys cheek and hugging soph then leaving

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hey bubs

this chapter is short but sweet

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