DARKEST NIGHTS **COMPLETE**

DROPLETS OF PAIN

DROPPLETS OF PAIN.

Those times

I cried

Like someone died

Alone in my room

Wanting my doom

While my arms bled

The color red

And my tears streaked down

My face to the ground

I let out my tears

And gave into my fears.

I took the blade and cut

And kept my mouth shut

Through the pain

As I let my blood rain

My mind filled with hate

As I wonder my fate

If anyone found out.

My anger boils

And my stomach coils

As I remember

It burns like an ember

I remember

Crying in December

As I cower

In the shower

As the blood

As the blood ran down me

I remember being scared

 And hoping I could be spared

i felt so alone

like someone had pushed me down an I had been thrown

like a rag doll

and they let me fall

then finally I was set free

i had been unchained

he had thought id been slain

he thought he’d throw me down

and id just stay there and lie on the ground

and give in

let him win.

But I stood

He’d never win , He never would

I stayed tall

He wouldn’t miss me at all

 I was going to move on

and now I was gone

my scars remain

along with my pain

but I’m stronger than I have ever been

 I’m stronger then I was then

no one will ever make me feel

that pain that didn’t feel real

ever again.</3