17. dead letter

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Dionysus powers suck like a ... Just put anything that sucks in here.

Every now and then he is giving me notes. Example: " Peter... You control how you get drunk" or " vines come from emotions."
I hate it. I hate it. Did I tell you that they suck like an Aquaman costume... Yep I was watching The Big Bang theory.

My nightmares haunt me... And madness has been swinging in my head. I would look at a knife and feel it drawing me closer... Telling me to take the easy way.

Tonight is a Friday and I am drinking at home. I bought the alcohol via backdoor but I am sure you don't want know my connection with the dark part of New York.

Anyway it barely 7 pm  and I am very drunk. I take pen and paper I start writing the pain I feel in my heart telling all those that died how much I love them, how I miss the and how angry I am. As I write I cry my tears dripping to the paper seeing the memories. My already dead brain failing to control anything

My shoulders getting less heavy from the burden of guilt I was carrying.  I felt my heart ach a little less.

My tears were for all the suffering I face as a soldier of the gods never being just a kid with awesome powers.

I wrote down my anger toward the gods and faced the truth that all demigod are soldiers lining up for their slaughter. We were born to die. Born to kill.

I hate my fate and crooked life.

As I finish writing the fifth page I fold them and toss them in the drawer.

I open the balcony door as it started to rain. It is like the weather knows I am in a horrible mood. And its washing my sorrow.. I lay on the ground hoping everything goes easier from now on.

 I lay on the ground hoping everything goes easier from now on

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