Describe Myself?

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Describe myself? Well there's no words that tell how truly broken I am, but lets try. A sad, and depressed low-life who's there for almost everyone but has about 3 people who are there for her in return... A girl who thinks every single day, " Everyone would be better off if i was dead, but then remembers that she has those three people who she might hurt and begins to hate herself for even thinking about leaving them alone. A girl who doesn't know where she wants to go in life, and has 0 sense of direction for herself. The one person who knows she is extremely flawed but still struggles to look good even though it isn't worth it at all. The one person who has lost so much due to her stupidity that she clings to what she has so much that it pisses people off. The one person in a group of friends who always feels left out even when everyone is talking to her. The one girl who has trust issues but still falls to trust the ones she shouldn't. The one who has the backstory that nobody should ever have and nobody would never guess she has because she hides it so well. The girl who loves her family so much but has been so distant from them that her siblings think she despises them. The one person who has realized so many times that all she does is tear people apart, and tries to fix herself but constantly fails. The friend that constantly hurts you unintentionally but you stick with simply because you pity them. The girls who cares so much about her significant other that she does whatever she can to show them she loves them even if that means upsetting them too. The girl who tries so hard to make it through everyday without people having to worry about that she should be paid for how well she hides her pain. The girls who has apparently stopped multiple people from commiting scuicide but still feels she has absolutely no purpose in life. That's how I would describe myself.  

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