Growth.

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Palms sweaty, knees weak.

Can't breathe, can't speak.

My heart is caving in now, feelings hit me like a bullet. POW!

Do you know what it's like to just lose control?

It came out of nowhere and panic seemed to play a major role.

What you've said makes me feel like I have failed you.

I've always been there, all the time, what more can I do?

But I guess I make you feel the same way that I do.

Cause these lines I'm making in my skin no longer satisfy my needs.

The pain cannot be contained the way it used to be.

I cannot handle the level of hurt you've put me through.

You've made me hurt myself and others in ways I never thought I could.

You've taken over my reputation and soiled my mind.

A few months later now, I'm happier than I ever thought I'd be.

Could the world keep me up, can it protect me?

My life is better without your lies.

Keeping you out has opened my eyes.

Thank you for breaking me down and making me stronger.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 01, 2020 ⏰

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