Warning: get a tish you might need it...
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I walk into the house..a smell of liquor and weed engulfs me..
I roll my eyes when I see everyone making out and smoking.
"Hey Paris you made it" my friend Hannah smiles at me.
"Yeah kinda wish I didn't come though"
"Why?" She frowns.
"Cause i feel like I'm gonna get drunk..." is heug my shoulders.
"You're a tee Hager live your young life while you can" She smiles pulling me over to the kitchen.
"Can I get you two fine ladies something to drink" a boy holding a red cup smiles at us..
"Umm can I get vodka with a bit of raspberry juice" I ask.
"Yep you sure can" the boy hands me a cup and I start drinking it while Hannah orders hers.
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"Ayyeee let's party" a drunk Hannah screams.
I start dancing with Hannah and everything gets fuzzy...best time of the night in my opinion.
I grab another drink and chug it down...
I need to stop I'm not gonna be doing good later
Reality hits me...
I walk up the crowded steps and into a room I plop down on the bed and scroll through my social media.
My eyes get blurry so i turn off my phone and just lay there looking up at the ceiling....
I hear the door slam open and two people rush in making out...
Ew.
I look at the boy closely and finally I see who it is..
Ethan??
"Ethan?!" I yell while shocked.
He pulls away from the kiss quickly and looks at me...
"Shit paris I'm sorry" he slurs...obviously drunk.
My eyes begin to blur as tears come to my eyes...
"Why..why would you do this to me?" I ask as warm tears fall down my cheeks and drop onto my shirt...
"I'm sorry I'm drunk" he puts his hands on the back of his head knowing he did wrong...
"Whatever ethan" I continue to cry as I laugh past them and go downstairs...
"Hey are you leaving" Hannah yells so I can hear her over the music.
"Yeah" I walk to the door and slam it on my way out.
I get into my car and start the engine....
"Paris stop don't leave!" I hear ethan yell from the door.
I ignore him and pull away....
My eyes are blurry from the tears flooding in..the memories flooding in....
Flashback**
"Ethan we're gonna be best friends forever" five year old me smiles at five year old ethan...
" yes we are" Ethan hugs me..
"I love you E" I smile brightly..
"I love you too Paris"
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As I'm speeding down the road I see headlights coming towards me... I can't see Well front he tears and I try to swerve away but everything goes black....
I can't see anything I can hear everything though.....
I hear sirens and people yelling my name...
"Paris! Paris wake up!" A familiar voice yells.
I try to say something but I can't..it's like I'm paralyzed.
"Paris please...please wake up."
I start recognizing the voice...
The voice that caused most of this to happen....
Ethan.
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Ethan's pov*
I'm currently sitting on the porch of the house this party is at...I'm trying to call Paris but she's not answering....
I hope she's okay...she drank tonight and I know it's not safe for her to be driving.
I rush to my car and start the engine before pulling away from the house....
As I'm driving an ambulance speeds past me...my heart begins to race thinking something happened to Paris I rush behind the ambulance and follow them until I see a car sitting in a ditch flipped upside down...
The car looks familiar...
A white Jeep....a white Jeep?
Where do I know that from?
Paris!
"Paris!" I get out of my car and run over to the cops.
"What happened?" I yell worried.
"Sir you need to calm down...." the officer pushes me back.
"That's..that's my best friend you can't tell me to calm down" I get mad and a tear falls from my face onto my jacket.
"Okay w-" he gets cut off by another voice.
"Let him come over here" I look up and see Paris's mom standing there with her husband...
I run over to them and she's crying...
I look into the stretcher and I see Paris laying there...stiff and cold.
She had tear stains on her cheeks and her head is bleeding.
This is all my fault....
