Previously: “Nadelle? I’ve got something to tell you… For a very long time i…” Niall said shyly.
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Chapter 8
“Um… what is it?” I took a step back. “I…” he stepped closer. Then he bends down a little and whispered “I…” His hot breath hits my ear. Holy shit, save me from this misery. I hate him, wait I do? Don’t I? “I HATE YOU.” He shouted in my ear. God damn it SHIT. “Fuck you.” He pushed me and I stumble back holding back my tears.
No, Nadelle. You’re not this weak, what is happening to you?
Do NOT cry.
“Bitch, you have a crush? Aw, that guy is so unfortunate. Look at you,” Niall glance at me from head to toe. “There’s only one word to describe your appearance. UGLY! I knew you were bluechick. ” His laughter rang through my ears. So all along what they’ve said is true? I didn’t believe them only until THIS sentence came out of Niall’s mouth. “Oh…” Is all I could say, I drag my feet across to the other end of the capsule. The sunsets so perfectly, the orange sunrays hitting the city. I sighed and untied my hair, running my fingers through it. I felt his eyes burning my back, but who cares. His words seem to echo through my mind all the while. I’m ugly and he hates me. I feel so… What’s that word? Hurt. Well I put up a good fight, but your words cut like knives… And I’m tired… New lyrics for my songs always pop out of my mind when I’m hurt.
Suddenly, a sharp pain was sent through my body and I stumbled back. He pulled my hair even harder. He raised his hand and sent it across my cheek, leaving a throbbing sensation in my cheek.
Tolerate. You must not cry.
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After getting out of the capsule, I drove home quickly. There in the corner of my room was my diary. It’s time to let out my feelings.
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Tell me you love me (Niall Horan Love Story)
Fanfiction18, single. Nadelle Mary Jakens, she got bullied in school ever since grade 5. What if you felled in love with your bully? The one that always hits you and make fun of you with his group of skanks and manwhores? Is it love or pain? This book will le...
