Tell me you love me (Niall Horan Love Story)

Chapter Eleven

Previously: Niall choked out the last sentence and covered himself with the blanket as he sobbed. I rushed over to his side and pull him up for a hug. “Babe, are you okay?” I rub his back in circles as he cried into my shoulder. My heart shattered into millions of pieces when I see this side of him. “No. N-Nad, y-you will never un-nderstand h-h-how I f-ee-l. I li-k-e y-” He was interrupted by the banging of the door.

 

 

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Chapter 11

“Niall?” I put my hand on his shoulder, he look at me a swat my hand away. Wait what?

“Niall, what’s wrong with you! You’ve been ignoring me and avoiding me for one week!” I shouted at him and shook him. He shakes his head and ran out of the room. FUCK, what the bloody hell have I done to him? I need to vent my anger…

Dear Diary,

 I will never have the courage to tell him about these. Hence, this entry is dedicated to Niall James Horan.  

Hey Niall, do you know how much it hurts? You’re making the same mistakes again. I’d rather you hit and insult than ignoring me. Although you’ve been ignoring me, I’ve never stop falling for you. Yes, I admit I have some feelings for Harry. But after he kissed me, everything changed. But now, you pushed me away. I tried talking to you, but you just either nodded or shook your head. Each time I tried to look at you in the eyes, you’ll avoid mine. Please tell me what is wrong between us both. What hurts the most is being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away. Remember what you said to me under the starry nights? You told me you will never hurt me again, your promised me that you will never leave me again. You’re the first boy that was able to destroy me, but you’ll never know that. </3.

Come back to me? I love you….

 

Yours truly,  

Nadelle Mary Jakens      

“Haha! Come on in baby.” I heard a girl giggled, along with Niall’s laughter. I quickly ran inside the toilet, locking myself in there. “Come on here, get your shirt off.” She giggled. It felt like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. There was no happiness inside of me; the pain sucks out the life in me. I peep through the key hole; I have to know what they are doing now. It’s a little blurry, Niall are on top of here snogging. I can’t take it anymore; I twist the doorknob and walk slowly over to my suitcase. Not bothering about the fact that Britney is sending my death glares. I look into Niall’s eye, for a second I thought I saw guilt flashing across.

“I wish you told me from the start that you were gonna break my heart.” I sent him a weak smile as I wipe away the tears that are rolling down my cheek.

 “No wait Nad I ca-“

“No, save your explanation for Britney.”

“I-“

“Shut up, I hate you.” I growled and bolt out of the room.

I knocked on Harry’s door twice, after a few moments he opened the door. I hugged him tightly and cried,

“Harry, why?”

“Calm down, what’s wrong?”

“I don’t un-nderstand. Am I not good enough?”

“No, come in. We’ll talk about it with the other lads.” By that, he pulled me into his room and I sat on the couch. Louis is rubbing my back, Liam is telling me to calm down. Harry and Zayn was by the side, watching me cry.

“What’s wrong Nadelle?” Zayn broke the ‘silence’

“I-I” I took a deep breath before continuing. “Apparently, Britney was snogging Niall’s face off on the bed. So yeah.” I sighed.

“ARGH, WHAT NOW NIALL.” Zayn growled in frustration and stormed out of the room. I was taken aback by his sudden rage.

“Everything will be fine sweetie, no worries.” Liam hugged me.

Well, at least I have friends who care for me. Wait what? I thought they’re my bullies? Argh, scratch that. As long as there is someone who is willing to care for me, I’m fine with it.

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A/N: Next update -> 3 votes for this chapter & i'll upload chapter 12  :) x