Previously “Nad, I’m sorry…” Niall apologised softly. I look into his eyes; guilt, sorrow and heartache.
Can I trust him? A part of me tells me that he's lying, but another part of me tells me that he's not. Believe him, but play hard to get.
"Its okay. But, you have to gain back my trust for you on your own." I smiled weakly at him. "I will, i really will." He hugged me so tightly as if he's so scared to lose me again. "We never know what the future holds." I whispered.
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Chapter Thirteen
"Wake up princess. Wakey wakey, i've cooked breakfast only for you. It's time to wake up, its 10 in the morning and i'm gonna bring you out," A beautiful melodic voice sang. "Mffphmmpfhm." i moaned. Suddenly, the cold water came in contact with me. I shot out of the bed, "NIALL!" I screamed. Damn him. He ran out into living room, ah yes we're living in en-suite. I chased him, but the next thing i know is... I'm on top of him.
Um awkward?
His eyes is so mesmerising, the greyish blue eye. I ran my finger down his buttoned nose and on to his lips. Damn those lips, i can just kiss them all day all night until it turns swolle- WAIT WHAT. Oh my fucking god, no. That is so wrong!
"BE RIGHT BACK" I quickly push myself off him and ran to the toilet to do the necessaries.
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"Wow..." my jaw hung low. Did he did these all for me? To gain my trust? "Yes Nad, i did." He chuckled. My face flush red with embarressment, i should really stop thinking aloud. He gestured me over to the picnic mat under the tree, the beautiful shades of green above us and the sun ray that managed to seep through and hit the light green grass is beautiful. I took a bite into the sandwich that he prepared, "This is nice!" he shrugged. "ew, you self-centered prick." I gasped. "You love me." He chuckled. Um oops, thats something i can't deny... The birds were chirping to ease of the tensi- wait, tension? Oh right..
AWKWARD.
"HEY BABY." The annoying sharp voice squealed out. "Over here!" The voice squealed again, but closer. "Who is that motherfucking annoying bit-" I turn around "Britney." She ran foward and slam her lips onto Niall's. OK wow? Nice Britney how nice.
My whole world seemed to crumble down onto me. Niall, the guys who crushed me. The guy who i love. Broke my trust. Once again. "You did it again Niall." I breathe out. "You broke me. Again." With that, i ran off, as fast as my legs could take me. I don't care where the actual fuck i'm and the fact that i'm in Paris doesn't stop me. I trip over on a rock and fell on a grass patch just beside my hotel, the salty liquid that escaped from my eye was furious. Convulsing so badly that my whole body was shaking. No one seems to care. Everyone likes to hurt me. Even the guy i loved.
"Isn't she lovely, isn't she wonderful. Isn't she precious, less than a minute old. I never thoug-" My stupid phone rang as i slide my finger across the screen. "Hello?" I sniffed.
"Is this Nadelle Mary Jakens?"
"Yes, who is this speaking?"
"This is calling from Rosazel Greenwoods Hospital. I'm sorry to say this but..."
"WHAT HAPPENED?"
"Gwen Rosel passed away this morning."
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*Le Narrator*
The colours in her face drained as she dropped her phone, she walked past the lobby and into the elevator. Pressing 18 and she slid down to the floor, she was numb. She felt nothing. Gwen, the only one who is reliable was gone. Niall, the boy he loved hurt her more than she could ever imagine. Her life was meaningless now. No one actually loved her.
She opened her door and entered her suite. She opened the window, looking down from the 18th floor. Everyone was loved by someone they love. Except for her. She sat on the edge with her feet dangling.
Goodbye Niall,
thanks for hurting me so badly. Gwen left me for another world and my life is meaningless now. Loving someone who doesn't love you back hurts a lot. I'm sorry, but i'm leaving. I hope that you'll live a great life with Britney.
Love,
Nadelle.
She sobbed as she pressed the send button on the screen. Everything was meaningless now. She took a deep breath as she close her eyes. Letting the darkness fall upon her.
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A/N: Oh no! What happened to Nadelle?! Will she die or will she survive? Anyway, this book is ending soon. Maybe the next 2 chapters or the next chapter? We'll see bout that. 3 votes + 3 reviews.
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