Jerrie One Shots

All In My Head

A/N: This one is probably boring, fragmented, maybe not even making sense but I still want it this way and won't sugarcoat it (not mention the zero grammar checking lol) because it's really special to me...since it's pure memory and feeling at that exact moment

I started writing it two years ago after a few months of the incident happened, there was still so much emotion inside me every time I recalled it and it's beginning to bottle up so I decided to write it down since I was writing a lot at that time because of 'Touch', except it's like writing my own diary instead of a fiction. But then I stopped because it got heavy and I felt like crying when my mind went through all the little details all over again so I kinda gave up on it and focus on writing "Touch" instead, so that I can write some fluffy and cute Jerrie stuff to cheer myself up and escape from how miserable my real life really was...and it's not until last week when I went through my old drafts and found this again...

I decided to finish it and turn it into a Jerrie one-shot, it's less painful as time goes by and when it's written in a third person POV it's like I am just an outsider...but most importantly it felt like a closure...

So here it is, gets ready for one of the dullest, stupidest and most frustrating Jerrie one-shot you have ever read lmao

"Hey!"

My head shot up from my phone when I heard the familiar sweet voice, smiled when I saw the beautiful brunette running towards me. Her honey brown hair was flowing beautifully every step she made. Her cheeks were faint red due to the run, or maybe the cold air in winter. She was wearing her favourite parka, which didn't quite match with her blue and white striped dress, but she still looked breathtaking.

"Baby. I miss you."

She whispered when she wrapped her arms around my torso. 

What? I didn't expect that at all...Did she just call me baby? Did she just hug me? Oh my god, what is happening? 

My heart was racing and my head was going overdrive. I just stood there stiff like a rock cause my body had yet to recover from the shock. When my mind functioned and my arms were able to move again, she had already pulled away before I could hold her tiny body in my arms. I silently cursed at myself for being so shy even though I had known her for years

Which also means I have been having the biggest crush on her for years

"Why are you being so cold to me?" She frowned and looked at me with sad eyes.

"W-What?" I stuttered, not knowing how to answer. Did she feel hurt that I didn't hug her back?

"You replied my texts with simple words and there is no emoji in it." She pouted like five years old and I couldn't help but chuckle

"No, Jade. I am not being cold okay? You are on your way so I wanted to text you quick enough to let you know when and where to meet. It saves time with simple words and not having to decide which emojis to send you." I explained.

"Okay. Reason accepted." She nodded approvingly. I giggled at her act. She is a year older than me, but she can be so childish sometimes. I am not complaining though because it just made her more adorable if that's even possible

"Should we go now?" I asked

"YAS! Let's go. Let's eat!" She exclaimed. She linked my arm before we began to walk

I love when she does that, I love being close to her. However, as much as I love that, I can be really awkward when it comes to having physical contact with people, especially Jade. I am such an introvert, that's why Jade is always the one initiated any sort of body contact because I would never have the guts to. We have linked arms many times before, so my body didn't malfunction like earlier, but that doesn't mean the butterflies in my body wasn't going crazy right now.