I feel useless, why does she put up with me, why do I still breath? Why does she care?...nobody else does, I'm use to being ALONE, not loved. I have Trouble coping with her. She's where I was at one point In time. I can't believe I cried tonight, I don't cry,,,ever. I cut myself, I'm not like that what's wrong with me? I'm being eaten from the inside out, only she makes me feel full, when we are away I get ripped apart with blood and shit flying everywhere. Yet I think what's wrong with me? I'm just another suicidal teenage FUCK unhappy with MYSELF.
