Forgive and Forget

Chapter 6

More days pass. I'm still screwing Michelle as much as possible before, during, after school. As much as I can. I guess you can say I'm making up for two years. I know I'm being a dick. I try to ignore her but she does everything to corner me.

Everything she has ever said to me is I, I, I, I never anything about Keagan, Keagan, Keagan or us, us, us. It's always about her. The pain of being rejected. I know I hurt her but that shits old. Yeah I rejected her. I've done everything I know to make it up to her. I apologized everyday. I told her everyday I love her but nothing worked. I'd be willing to keep doing it to if it was just us and she wasn't such a bitch and slut. She's my mate I'd be willing to die for her. Or was willing. Now I don't think I can. So there's only one thing I know to do.

I went and talked to my dad.

"Dad can you break the bond?" I ask getting to the point.

"No sorry son. Why?"

"Can you find out if you can?"

"I suppose so. Still having problems with Harper?" I snort at that. "I take that as a yes." he states.

"Just find a way to break our bond. Please." I beg. He sighs heavily shaking his head.

"There's no way to break the bond and even of there was a way. You'd be alone for the rest of your life."

"I don't care. Just find a way to break it."

"Why?"

"Just do it please. I just can't do it anymore." I say getting up.

"Alright I'll look into it."

"Thanks." I say walking out of the kitchen. I'm sadly stopped by someone grabbing my arm.

"You really going to find a way to break the bond?" Harper ask.

"What's it to you?" I say jerking my arm back.

"Please don't." she says. I laugh shaking my head.

"Why the fuck do you care? All you care about is your next fuck. Whore." I sneer.

"Keagan that's uncalled for." dad says. I snort.

"No it's not dad. You want to know why I want to break the bond? Because of this lying, conniving, selfish bitch can't keep her damn legs closed. Oh yeah dad. Did you not know Harper here is the school whore. Yep she even fucks them at school. Ask Jen how many times I've screamed until I got so use to the pain of her fuckin someone else that now I just grin and bare it. Ask Matt, Teagan, Jared, Zack how many times at school alone they thought I was dyeing. They will all tell you that they have lost count. And it's not with one guy."

"She goes thru guy more then she changes her panties. I've seen her come out of the girls bathroom or janitors closet with at least 10 differnt guys and that's the ones I've seen inside school. In the last fucking month. Outside of school I don't even want to know. So excuse me when I feel like speaking the truth. That's not including all the ass kissing I did before I left. I apologized for thinking about her well being when I rejected her. I let her date, I let her treat me like trash because I believed I deserved it. Well you know what? I finally decided I don't deserve it. She does. She deserved me rejecting her. I'd do it all over again if I could. You know I can. I reject Harper. So you go do what you do best lie on your back. Dad find a way to break this fucked up bond. I'm done loving her, pinning over her, being miserable over her. I'm done with fucking everything that has anything to do with her." holy shit! That was alot. I just let it all out. I look around and see half the pack with shocked expressions in their faces. "Shit." I mutter. I didn't mean for all them to here that.

"Feel better?" Jesse snickers.

"Actually yeah let's get out of here." he nods and that's what we do leaving everyone there shocked.

We go to the mall, movies, for a drive then back home again. I really didn't want to come home. Well I did but I don't want to run into her.

The next day at school she just freaking had to corner me.

"Your really going to find our way to break our bond?" I just nod. "But you can't do that. We're mates."

"Yeah but that doesn't stop you from fucking around on me now does it?"

"You rejected me."

"Oh get over it that was 4 years ago and I didn't reject you so I could fuck around. I rejected you because we were to young. I wanted you to experience thing."

"I did." she snickers. "And I'm enjoying every bit of it."

"Congrats now good bye." I say and walk away.

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