Forgive and Forget

Chapter 7

Graduation day! I'm so excited. I thought I'd never see the day that we graduated but here we are. I'm not going off to collage. I'm going to a collage not far from here. I'm getting my degree in business so I can take over dads company when he retires in a couple of years. Teagan along side me of course. We will both own equal shares.

"Ready man?" Jesse ask coming into my room.

"Yeah let grab my cap." I say looking for it. Where did it go? It was just here.

"Looking for this?" he snickers holding it up.

"Haha you ass." I say grabbing it from him. We leave meeting everyone there.

Since I took my time. One I had to look extra hot. Two to avoid Harper and three to avoid Michelle. This is our graduation I don't want to be in a bad mood. If I see Michelle she'll tell me she loves me. Yeah right and then bitches when I don't say it back. Like I'm really going too. She's nothing but a slut just like her friend. She'll come over or meet me for our fun and I'll smell a differant guy and sex on her. I make her take a shower before I even touch her. Sometime I won't I'll just leave. So yeah don't ya just feel the love there?

I mean I never even take her out on dates. I never stay the night with her or her with me. I never do boyfriend girlfriend stuff with her. She nothing but a fuck. Come on how do you get love out of that? And Harper all she wants to do is shove her latest toy in my face or argue how I can't break the bond. Or how I should be kissing her ass for hurting her. Lame.

I know I hurt her but she has hurt me more than I could ever hurt her. I would have been more than happy to make it up to her for the rest of my life if it was just us. You know what I decided? It's not my fault she took off without letting me tell her why I was rejecting her. It's not my fault she came back with a new attitude. I can't decide wether it's my fault or not for letting her date. On one hand if I would have said no we wouldn't be in this mess but on the other she needed to experience life and to me a boyfriend is part of growing up just like I had girlfriends. It is my fault for her treating me like crap. I should have never of let it go that far. It's my fault I left maybe if I didn't leave she would have never of started screwing around. Who knows.

She's off to collage I know that. I don't know where and honestly I don't care as long as she's happy. The sad part is she doesn't leave until next year. I don't even think she cares about how I hurt. When she shoves guys in my face. When she brags about the things in life she's going to do and how I'm not going to be a part of it. Yeah I'm happy she's doing it but at one point in time I wanted to be there and support her when she did it all.

"Dude your up." some guy whispers to me.

"Huh?"

"They called you."

"Oh." I jump up and walk towards the stage. Huh I guess I was lost in thought.

I got my diploma and literally skipped off stage. I clapped and hollered when my pack members were on stage. Hey I had to support my friends and pack.

After the ceremony the pack the graduated and their families all go out to dinner. Then me, Jenny, Matt, Jesse, Jared, Teagan, Terry and Zack all go a graduation party. Some human jocks house I don't know. All I know is we got invited. So we came. Woohoo. Not.

We talk, dance, drink. Although I'm not sure why were drinking alcohol doesn't effect us like it does humans. It takes a lot to get us drunk.

"You think shoving girls in my face is going to make me jealous or want you back?" says Harper as I'm dancing with some blonde. I look at her with a disgusted look on my face.

"Nope and don't care either." I say and go back to grinding her.

"It's not." she states.

"You two have something going on?" ask the blonde.

"No we did but he's not over me yet." I choke back a laugh at that.

"That was years ago and I was over it the minute I caught you in bed with some guy."

"You keep telling yourself that babe. That's why you parade my best friend in front of me all the time. Hoping it will get me back." I grab her by the arm and yank her outside.

"How does it feel?" I ask.

"What feels?"

"Knowing that the one guy who is suppose to love you know matter what hates you."

"You don't hate me."

"That were your wrong. I hate you with every fiber if my being. I loath you. I can't stand you. Your nothing but a selfish bitch. All you care about is you. Harper got rejected. Boohoo. Get the fuck over it. While your still pinning for me living your miserable life. I'll be living mine happily. While your growing old living in your one bedroom apartment with 50 cats because nobody will want a washed up selfish whore. I'll be living in my mansion with a beautiful wife and kids. I'll be happy. You'll still be miserable."

"So let me make this very clear to you right now. Harper I don't want you. Your own mate no longer wants you. The one guy in this world that would do anything to make you happy. To let you have a good life, to experience life, to love, to have kids with. NO LONGER WANTS YOU! Bye Harper have a nice miserable life because I'm sure as hell am going to have a happy one. With or without you. Preferable WITHOUT." I rant then walk away.

No I'm not leaving this time. I always leave. I'm done with letting her run me off.

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