My Stories

Dreams..

I had a dream where there was a guy that i supposedly 'love' and I went to ask him out at a party but he was with two girls who were all over him, he did nothing about it. He looked at me and I shook my head and ran out. he chased me all the way home, tried to get in my house, but I locked all the doors. he kept banging on the door asking me to let him in the explain. After 30 mins or so I let him in and he explained himself saying that he had not 'choice' and I said to get out and to stay away from me and he asked me why and said he just explained himself. And I said that I can't love someone who thinks he doesn't have a choice, I gave him a kiss on the lips and shut the door while saying goodbye. I slid down the door letting the tears out of my system, he was still there begging me to let him in and then 5 minutes later, he was gone.

The next day at school, he tried to find me but I was gone, I went far away where he couldn't find me. he searched everywhere and then ended up at my house, then he had the sudden urge to go the bathroom so he did and that's where he found me with several deep cuts on my body, tablets, face up in the bath with water overflowing. He rushed to my cold, bloody, anorexic body and checked my pulse. It was weak, too weak to get me to come back. After a couple of attempts to get me breathing, he realized he was too late, with tears running down his face, he hugged me close, rocked me back and forth and repeated three words 'I love you'. 

My mother found him hugging me and saw all the blood so she called the ambulance. When the funeral came around she turned to him and said 'you the boy that she loved, right?', 'she loved me!?' he exclaimed. She said yes and gave him a letter that i wrote and told him that she found this under her bed. the letter said something along the lines saying i love him, not to forget about me, move on, enjoy life and remember that i'll always be watching over him. when he finished reading the letter he looked up at the sky and screamed 'I LOVE YOU'. Only 48 hours later, he didn't turn up at school, his parents couldn't find him and even filed a missing person report, but all they had to do is go to my grave and find him dead with the same cuts that I had, same pills and water because it was raining. He was clutching a note that said 'i had a choice, and I made it. now i can be happy with my true love'.

THEN I WOKE UP.. ;3 pretty sad, eh?