Rydel's Pov
*read end of ch. 4 continuing from there*
Ellington was one of my best friends well still is. The reason I care so much is because I try so hard to hide my depression especially from Ell because I.... I like him or more like love him I've liked him for 4 years now. Why would he ever like a girl like me, I'm depressed, worthless, and lonely. I mean I've never had a boyfriend, who would want to date me?
Now, that Ell knows I'm depressed, he's gonna be weirded out and stay away from me. Why me? I thought. I got up and went to my bathroom and opened my secret drawer full of razors and blades. Yes, I cut I have for 2 years now and no one has noticed. As I make the cuts in my wrist I whisper words to myself "ugly, worthless, weirdo, slut." After 12 cuts about I made at least 6 on each wrist. I then wipe off the blood and I hop into bed dreaming about Ell loving me.
*end of pov*
Ell's Pov
I was playing video games with Rocky when my stomach turned something was wrong. But what was it? I just forgot about it and continued playing, maybe it's for the best I thought.
A/n Why Ell? And Ps I'm not promoting self harm please don't hurt yourselves you're all beautiful!
Love, Gabby (:
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A Fake Smile® (EDITED)
FanfictionRydel Lynch has a great life but she's just not happy at all. She may look like it but hey people can act happy. Ellington is the only one that sees she depressed, he try's to help but with all the ups and downs in their relationship will he be able...
