A/N I'm sooooo sorry that I've taking sooo long to update! I love you guys if your still reading (: anyways on to the chapter..hope you guys like it!(:
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Alahnas P.O.V
Someone had to just ruin the moment and yelled "C'MON NIALL! Oh hey where's Lahna?" They asked where I was in a quieter tone. Hmmm...I guess they didn't know I was waking him up...with a kiss, that I wanted so much more of!
"We should probably go Lahna." Niall was looking at me with a reluctant look in his beautiful eyes.
"Niall..I don't wanna lose this moment. I wanna stay here, forever..." I said trailing off and looking down, feeling a bit embarrassed.
He took my chin in his fingers and made me look into his eyes, then he said "Alahna..," he takes a deep breath, "what about Zayn??" when he said this he had a pained expression on his face, I feel so bad that I'm the cause of it..
" What.?...Oh! Uhm well he already told me I should be with you..I just don't wanna hurt him.." I told him, while trying to come up with a reason to let Zayn go. I just couldn't find any way to tell him without hurting him.
"Alahna..I know."
"What? How do you know about that??" I asked, confusedly.
"Well...I told Zayn how I felt about you and he told me that you loved me, like he just straight up said 'she should be with you, she lves you. I can tell by the way she looks at you Niall I swear' "
"He said that...?" I was confused like I thought Zayn really liked me, and now all of a sudden he's trying to get me to be with Niall..? Wow, why do I feel happy right now?
"Yeah..I'm sorry Lahna I know that that might not have been the right thing to tell you but I just thought you should know.." he said trailing off.
"No...I dont feel sad or anything I actually feel kinda, happy!!" I said smiling, probably looking like an idiot!
"Really?" he asked looking bewildered.
"Yeah but don't say anything to him, okayy? I got this covered! Imma break it to him nice and easy!"
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"...so yeah I'm really sorry Zayn I do like you a lot..I just LOVE Niall." I told Zayn getting a little bit of confidence in what I was saying.
"Good!" he said firmly but I can see hurt and pain in his eyes..I can't do this!
"No not good..I can't do this. I can't end this relationship, I just can't..I think I might be starting to fall for you Zayn." I said immediately following my gut feeling.
"Wait...no what about Niall?" he asked.
"I can't, I just can't do that to you! I honestly do think that you and I have something special!" I told him trying to convince not only him but me too. I just can't stand to see the hurt in his eyes, its not fair to him, I really honestly do think that I'm starting to fall for him.
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I know this is super short but I'll be updating a lot more tomorrow(: Love you babes! Comment/Vote/Fan thanks!
-alex(: xxx
