Zayn P.O.V
"I'm sorry Zayn..I just I don't think were working out.." Lahna told me.
"But..you said? I'm confused.." I said trying to think of what I did wrong but I came up with nothing everytime.
"You didn't do anything it's just that..Niall..I...ugh I love him."
"Oh, see I told you!" I said trying to make myself see that this is what I wanted but I just couldn't, I..I think I might be falling for her.
" I guess you were right..so yeah I'm really sorry Zayn I do like you a lot..I just LOVE Naill." I knew this was gonna happen but when she told me that she wouldn't let it tear us apart I guess I just had some hope..
"Good." I said trying to show her that I was okayy, that I was happy for her but in the inside I was dying to tell her not to leave me but I couldn't do it.
"No not good..I can't do this. I can't end this relationship, I just can't..I think i might be starting to fall for you, Zayn." wait what? she just told me she wasn't ending this relationship..what about Niall..
"Wait...no what about Niall?" I asked feeling kind of happy and kind of confused at the same time.
"I can't, I just can't do that to you! I honestly do think that you and I have something special!" I can't let her do this, as much as I want her to be mine I just hyave to let her go. ):
"I..I can't let you do that.." I said reluctantly.
"W-wh-what? Why?" she looked really surprised.
"Look I don't want you to be with me because you feel like your going to hurt me or because you feel bad! I want you to be with me because you want to be with me...because you love me." I started mumbling towards the end, losing my confidence...I mean I really do think I love her..
"Zayn I-"
"No! Lahna just face it! You love Niall!!" I lost my temper and yelled, I mean I didn't mean to I just couldn't hear her make excuses anyore. When I looked up to see her reaction she had tears in her eyes... "Alahna.." I trailed off not knowing what to say.
She wiped at the tears forming in her eyes to make sure they didn't fall from those beautiful eyes of hers, "No, Zayn, your right! Is that what you want me to say!?!" she paused but not long enough for me to answer, "Well there you go! I guess you got what you wanted!" she started to turn away and walk out the door..
I couldn't let her do this! "Alahna!" I grabbed her arm and turned her around, but she wouldn't look at me. I took her chin in my fingers and forced her to look at me, then I kissed her gently. She kissed back hesitantly but finally just gave in to the kiss.
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Alahnas P.O.V
He kissed me! He really does care for me! What am I going to do about this boy issue! I mean right here in this moment with Zayn I feel so sure that I belong in his arms and to be with him but when I'm with Niall I feel complete..I feel like I'm Rachel McAdams in The Notebook!
I need to talk to Lea..desperatly!
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(still Alahnas P.O.V)
I walked into the hotel suite that Lea,Niall, and I would be sharing..this should be fun! Well at the moment the boys were at a signing and so Lea and I had time to talk, finally!!!!
"Kalea!! Where are you!?!" I screamed throughout the whole room.
"In our room!!" I heard her yell back.
"We need to talk!!!" I yelled sitting down on the couch getting comfortable knowiung this might take a while.
She came walking out in some cream pants that had a floral print on them and a cute top on, gosh thats a cute outfit!! Focus Lahna!!
She took one look at me and she quickly plopped down next to me and asked, "Whats wrong hun? What happened??"
I told her the whole story and she said "WOW! Well what are you going to do??"
I gave her an are-you-serious look and said, "I don't know! That's why I'm telling you! I need help!!"
"Whoa calm those!" she said at an attempt to make me laugh but I just wasn't in a joking mood..
"I'm serious friend! Help me! Please!!"
"Okayy, okayy!" she put her hands up in defense and then continued on to say "I say you pick Zayn!"
"What!?! NO..I mean..yes?..I see what you just did!"
"Then your answer is simple! Go for Niall, I meam you obviously like him better!" she said stating the obvious.
"Yeah..I guess your right..I just don't wanna let Zayn go..I kissed Niall today.." I said trailing off.
"Of course I'm right..and you what!?! Did you forget to mention that MAJOR detail??" she practically yelled.
"We-" she cut me off by saying, "How did you feel? Were there sparks?"
I laughed then said, "Now you need to calm those! And well I fealt like there was nothing or nobody in the world eisted that it was just him and I and that kiss..and yes there were sparks!" I said thinking about that kiss just made me feelo happy..now I know my decision!
"What the hell is wrong with you!?!" she slapped my arm after she yelled this.
"OUCH!!! What is wrong with you woman!?!" I yelled back, while rubbing my arm.
"How could you even question who you would be with if you fealt sparks!?!" she yelled.
"I dont know! Wait why are we yelling?" I asked in a normal "inside" voice lol I feel like a preschooler!
"I don't know..cause were just weird like that?" she asked shrugging her shoulders.
"I guess so!," I paused to laugh then continued on by saying, " Thank you friend for being there for me. You really are the best friend anyone could ask for!" when I finished I grabbed my bestfriend and hugged her tightly.
I'm sooo glad I have her I honestly don't know what I would do without her she's so important to me and I don't know if she knows how much I need her but hopefully she does because she really is the best! I love her so much<3
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Okayy I dont really like this chapter but anyone please feel free to give me feedback i appreciate constructive critisism(: anyways Vote/Comment/Fan thanks for reading! Love you babes!
-alex(: xxx
