Alahna P.O.V
"What day is it.. and in what month? This clock never seemed so alive. I ca-"
"Alahna! Hurry up! I know your just sitting there singing! We need to go, babe!"
"But it's my favorite song!" I yelled back.
"Well then how ' bout I make you a deal?" my boyfriend said.
"Okayy! What's the deal?" I asked curiously.
"When we get in the bus I'll sing you the song? That way you can hear the song and we can make it to the next stop on time!" he said.
"Hmm...nah I'm good! I don't wanna hear your terrible voice!" I teased.
"Ouch! That hurts Lahna!"
"I'm just teasing, babe! You know I love you!" I said picking up my iPod and running out the door to give him a huge hug and kiss.
I pulled away and said " Hey, Niall?"
"Yeah what's wrong, babe?" he asked concern clear in his voice.
"I love you!" I said and kissed him, not giving him any time to respond.
Louis of course interrupted and yelled "Whoa! No PDA boys and girls! By the way we need to go!!"
Yepp. I bet your all very surprised to know that I'm with Niall, so here I'll fill you in on what exactly happened.
FLASHBACK
After the boys got back from their interview and after my talk with Lea we left and were on the road. We were heading off to Dallas,Texas! So I was sitting in the bus in between Zayn and Liam. Liam bent next to my ear and whispered, "Go talk to Niall, I know you love him." tickling my ear with his breathe, causing me to shiver.
I didn't even question it I just got out of Zayns arms and walked over to Niall and sat next to him saying "Hey Nialler!"
He looked surprised that I was next to him and talking to him but still answered "Hey Lahna! What's up? Wait do you want food?"
I nudged him and asked "You remember that?"
"Of course I do! I remember any time that I spend with you.." he whispered in my ear, clearly not wanting anyone to hear what he said.
Oh gosh no one has ever said something soo sweet to me!!..I smiled at him and asked "Wanna play thumb war?"
He gave me this weird look but agreed, I must say so myself that was a terrible way to respond to such a sweet comment!
So our friendly game of thumb war turned into flirting and then finally I ended up on his lap somehow, I still don't know, and then we both stopped laughing gradually and met eyes. We almost kissed until I remembered Zayn I quickly yanked my head back and turned to see if anyone saw that..Louis and Harry were asleep in each others arms (yes, i know but that's just them!), Liam was looking around whistling (obviously trying to act like he didn't see anything) with Lean asleep in his arms, and Zayn...thank god! He was passed out on the couch next to Liam.
"Alahna?" Niall asked, snapping me out of my guiltiness.
I whipped my head around to look at him and asked, "Yeah, Niall?"
"I don't like this.." he said trailing off and looking down at his hands.
As I looked down with him I realized that I was still on his lap, and quickly got off saying "I'm sorry Niall I didn't..ugh why am I so heavy??"
"No, Lahna that's not what I meant!" he said quickly.
I looked at him confused and asked, "Then what did you mean??"
"That..I meant that..I don't like us just being friends. Lahna I know you feel the same way! You even said that you were.." he paused to look around then whispered, "gonna break it off with Zayn."
"I know...and I do wanna be with you but I chickened out!" I told him honestly.
"Well you have to be strong and swallow your fears, for us." he said looking into my eyes intently. Niall is never this serious so i know that he really mean it. He then continued on to ask "Can you do that?"
"Yeah..I guess I just don't wanna hurt him...." I trailed off realizing what I just said and quickly added, "Maybe it's just not meant to be with any of us."
"Alahna.." he gently lifted my chin to look him in the eyes, "don't say that. I truely believe that we're meant to be together..don't you?" he asked me, his eyes full of hope.
"I-" he cut me off by asking, "I mean you can't honestly say that you don't feel anything towards me, right?"
I could tell he was nervous so I laughed it off and said "Of course I feel something for you Niall..I l-love you." and with that I pecked his cheek and got up to go lay down next to Zayn before he wakes up and wonders why I'm nnot in his arms anymore..first thing to do when we reach Dallas is tell Zayn what has to happen..after their concert, I don't want him to be distracted during the concert.
To Nialler<333:
I'll tell Zayn in Dallas.
With that I curled up in Zayns arms for, probably, the last time. Why do I feel so sad to not think of not being able to be in his arms again.? Zayn must've been somewhat awake because he tightened his grip on my waist and pulled me closer to him, making me smile. I heard Niall's phone go off right as Zayn decided to open his eyes and kiss me..
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"Okayy I have to do this..only because it's whats best for me. I know I told you I couldn't do it before but I decided I would man up and just do it!" I said to Zayn trying to make myself believe what I was saying.
"You know I can read you like a book. It might be helpful if you actually believed the words that you were saying..just sayin!" He told me with a smirk on his flawless face. Damn him for being one of my best friend!
"I do believe what I'm saying!" I lied.
"You might want to say the words that are coming out of your mouth, but your not ready to say them yet." he said.
"What the hell Zayn your the one that told me to go be with Niall! You even respected my desicion last time! What's your problem!?!" I said slightly raising my voice.
"Notice you said last time it's not fair to me if you keep trying to break it off but you can't! God Alahna can't you see that I-I lo-like you so much? I mean I wouldn't be fighting you for this if I thought that you weren't sure of your desicion!"
What if he's right?..No! " You can't try and change my mind! Zayn..,"I paused to take a deep breath, "we're...we're..-" I got interrupted by a furious Zayn..I've never seen him soo mad!
"God if your gonna break up with me then just do it already!!!" he yelled.
I flinched from his words and then quickly regained my composer and yelled back, he needs to know that I won't tolerate him yelling at me! "Seriously!?! Your a jerk! Ugh we are SOO over!" and with that I left him standing in his room in the hotel suite stunned from my sudden loud voice, I will say I have never yelled at any of them like that before so I know that he was surprised how mad he could make me.
**
A few days later Zayn and I made up, I mean come on we're bestfriends we can't just lose our friendship like that! He even told me to go for it with Niall.(:
FLASHBACK OVER
Yeah I know crazy long story but that's what happened, so now I'm happy with Niall and Zayn and I are still bestfriends!
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THE END!!
I'm just kidding!!! I couldn't end it like that !!! Oh gosh I hope everyones happy with Alahnas choice! So I know that sounds a lot like an ending but it's not don't worry! there is still plenty more.. i think. lol okayy so VOTE/COMMENT/FAN! Bye babes!
-alex(: xxx
