"...do you think she's okayy? I mean people have said pretty hurtful things before and she's never cried..." I couldn't match the voice to one of the boys but kept on listening.
" I think that shes okayy but what that girl said took it too far I don't think anyone has ever really said something like that before.." Finally someone is sensible I'm perfectly fine!
"Niall? Are you okayy mate, you've just been sitting there with the same pissed off expression since Alahna fell asleep." Zayn. It was definitely Zayn that said that.
" I'm fine.!" Niall grumbled..and I felt his body vibrate as he said those words, I thought he was just gonna stay quiet but he continued by saying, " I just..you guys know how i feel about her! She's such a big part of my life, and..and i love her so much!! It kills me to see her cry and to know that I have part in it..." he broke off with a sob and then he tightened his grip on me and I felt a wet salty substance fall onto my face...
WAIT did he just say he loves me!?! and that he cares about me and that it kills him to see me cry??? Why do I have a feeling its in a more than friendly way? I couldn't stand to hear him cry anymore I snuggled up more to him pretended that I had just woken up.
Just then his eyes widened and he quickly tried to wipe away the tears, and I don't know what came over me but I helped him wipe them away. Then out of nowhere Louis decides to yell " WE'RE HERE!! " at the top of his lungs! What is with this kid and ruining the moments!?! I decided to stay for little while inside his arms..haha see what I did there? anyway back to the point!
"Babe are you gonna move were here?" he asked
"Nope I wanna stay here!"
"Why? " he questioned
But I avoided the question and asked one of my own, "Did you mean what you said,Niall??"
Of course he decides to play dumb and says "When?" I know a lot of you are probably like dang she's really forward about things but that's just who i am, I have no problem speaking my mind!
" Just now?" i responded
He stayed silent for a moment and then buried his head into my shoulder and let out a sigh and said "Yes..I meant every word. Alahna I know that I don't make it too obvious but I mean I haven't exactly kept it a huge secret! Didn't you know that I love you?? "
Me being me I got straight to the point instead of dragging it out and said " I love you too..." I said looking down while blushing. His head snapped up immediately and he look bewildered.
"What??" Oh god this guy is gonna make me repeat myself? It's enough that I have to say it once but twice ugh here goes nothing!
" I-I love you too!" I stammered but it still came out.
"Really!?!" He practically yelled in my ear..gosh he must be excited, I mean not that i wasn't but still it's my ear that hurt!! He saw me wince and quickly said " Sorry love I guess i'm just a little excited.."
I huge smile spread across my face and I just hugged him, it took him by surprise but he reacted quick enough and he hugged back. And as per usual Louis opens the door and says "..Oh uhm..sorry am I interrupting something?"
" Yes" I said at the same time Niall had said "Uh yeah kinda" I looked at him and he looked back at me with a hint of amusement and seeing Louis' expression was priceless! We both started cracking up and Louis was like " Oh I get it you guys decided to play a trick poor little 'tomo' " he states but it came out more as a question.
I stopped laughing long enough to say or rather blurt out " No! But your face...was..j-jus-t so fu-unny!!" He looked at me and Niall who was now clutching his stomach and said " WHATEVER!!!! I just came back to see if you two love birds were gonna finally get out of this car you know the driver has a life too!" I stopped laughing right when he said 'love birds' . I was just like okayy so we both like each other but do you have to put it out there for the world? Niall had stopped laughing too and as if nothing had happened the two of us just got pout of the car walking past an amused Louis.
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The next few days me and Niall didn't exactly talk and I was so disappointed like when I woke up in the mornings I was always so excited to see 'his' face, but now that we haven't been talking my days are filled with a sense of emptiness. I talk to Liam about it daily and he always says ' well Lauhna he's just as miserable as you, I think you should talk to him. It's tearing you both apart not to talk to each other!" and just like that he would stand up and leave. I asked him yesterday why he would just leave after he said that and he said ' I need to go have my daily session with Niall too." So today i decided I would talk to Niall!
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" Hey.." I said as I walked over to where Niall was in his room.
"Oh..uh..hi?" He said oh this boy!
I plopped down on the couch next to him and grabbed his guitar out of his hands and started to strum it gently and before your guys' faces turn into question marks, yes I play the guitar. As i strummed the guitar I played what came to mind and it sounded beautiful so I added some words in...
If i'm louder
Would you see me
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me
Cause we are the same
But when you leave it's gone again
I stopped strumming the guitar and I looked at him his eyes filled with curiosity he said " Did you come up with that just now or did you write that earlier?"
" Just now, I came up with it just now." His eyes widened and then softened.
"I'm sorry for not talking to you the past few days.." he offered me a smile, in which i returned.
" It's fine!" I nudged him gently with my elbow , " hey?"
" Yeah?"
"I still feel the same..do you?" I questioned feeling a bit anxious about his answer.
" You really get to the point don't you?" he chuckled, but continued on " But yes I still love you." he chuckled again but looked down this time.
I put my fingers under his chin and lifted his head up to look into his eyes and the i giggled.
"What do I have something on my face?" He asked.
" No it's just that I was thinking isn't it the guy that usually does this?" I looked pointedly at my fingers under his chin.
He didn't answer but he simply looked me in the eyes and inched his face closer. Oh my god! You have gotta be kidding me! As he came closer I dropped my hand from his chin and put both hands around his neck as both of his arms snaked around my waist. Our lips were inches away when someone cleared there throat I instantly jumped back and turned my head expecting it to be Louis because he's the one who keeps interrupting but no, much to my surprise it was Zayn.
"...Uhm..hi?" he laughed and shook his head and walked out of Nialls room. I looked at Niall and said " How is it that we always get interrupted by people??"
"I don't know.." he paused and his eyes showed a hint of amusement the continued on saying " well I know a way that we won't get interrupted?" he finished witha stifled chuckle.
" What? If it can help then let us take action to this idea of yours.."
" You should be mine??" He said but it came out as a question. My face brightened instantly.
" So what your saying is that I should be yours?" I asked just to make him say it again.
" Yes, yes you should! " He said.
" Okayy!" I replied shrugging my shoulders trying to be nonchalant but I couldn't help it so I practically threw myself into his arms and I kissed him on his cheeks about a million times but as I was about to kiss him again on his cheek he interjected by saying " Enough with the cheek!" and he turned his face and kissed me gently.
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So it might be all sweet now but there is going to be some drama soon! I couldn't help but update but I really need some feedback still. Someone please!?! help!! anyway i think this is probably my longest chapter ^.^ well bye!
-alex(: xx
