Being lovesick isn't like any other sickness.
Love containing 4 letters connected to a meaning:
Loss
Of
Various
Emotions
They say love makes you blind... And with this blindness, your actions do not connect with the following consequences...
[WARNI...
Walking the hallway taking in the strong sterile smell got your nerves going crazy. The man guiding you startled you as he suddenly stopped and turned around.
"Taehyung's been really unstable ever since he awoken from the surgery, we discovered unusual brain activity on him even the day after the drugs worn out . His mood has been swinging like crazy and he tried several times to hurt himself. We decided at once it would be safer that we moved him here. His mood has been calmer today so I'll let you in to him, the door can normally just be opened from he outside but I turned the mechanism off. Just take contact with one of us when you're leaving so we can shut the door properly again." He said with a shamed apologetic smile.
You felt hatred towards the way he spoke of him, making him sound like a disturbed child.
Walking closer towards the very end, his room would appear to the right. A slight sense of guilt plastered within you as you saw him through the double sided glass. His sad expression seen from afar, stuck inside those four naked walls with little to no things surrounding him.
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A tear slid down your side with the vibe it all contrived. Taehyung's eyes landed on you making him believe he envisioned things.
He stood up from the bed taking quick steps to the glass. He questioned you silently with his expression, while telling his story only through glinting eyes.
You hesitated to approach him, so you put your hand onto the glass. He covered it from the other side, mirroring your gesture. He smiled at you, his eyes revealing his clear inner secrecy.
It pained you seeing him this way, dressed in a dark blue silk pajamas, barefoot and it all seemed so cold and sad.
Opening the door and slowly entering, you met Taehyung's gems as he took two slow steps towards you before hastily embracing you. Relieved you hugged him back as he broke down with your presence. You could feel his weight leaning on to you, and his whole body was freezing.
Taehyung: "I thought I'd never see you again!" he sobbed.
Y/N: "I was so worried about you Taehyung, I thought we lost you"
Taehyung: "I thought so too..."
With a scary thought, you pulled away from the hug. Looking at him hoping in reality not to reveal the truth that would hurt so intensely. In your head there was a possibility to disbelief, but once it's out there... there's just the horrific reality that will linger.
"Did you really want to die?" The question was harder to ask than imagined. It was forced to slip from underneath the lump in your throat.
"I'm sorry... i thought that if i was gone it would be better for everyone."
