Loss or Love

- Dark Fade -

5

You panicked a little as you accepted the offer. **Wonder if he can feel my pulse running wild... hope not**

In to the room you walked with Tae and Jin in front of you. Everything turned silent around you, until Jin's voice cut the silence.

J: "Hey Namjoon, I'm so happy to see you again!"

RM: "What do you mean Jin, you saw me just 10 minutes ago" *Nervous laugh*

J: "I'm sure all the members can agree with me that we've missed you lately. You haven't been yourself this past month and we're happy to have you with us now! We all hope that you can have a great time with us here in Osaka!" *Warm smile*

Everyone looked at Namjoon, smiled warmly and nodded in agreement.

Namjoon had a confused yet happy expression on his face.

J: "But also, I hope you can have a great time not just with us..." *Looks at Tae*

Tae gently squeezed your hand and then let go, just to let you know they were about to move away.

Your heart started beating really fast... it almost felt like you were about to faint right there and then.

J:"...we want our happy, motivating leader back! So I hope she can help"

Jin and Tae moved to the side. You tried your best at forcing a smile, but you were to nervous... you just froze. **All the members are looking at me... BTS is looking at me... and all I manage is to stand here looking like an idiot. AGHH PABO PABO**

Namjoon got up from the chair and his hand immediately covered his mouth. Was he about to cry?.. No, Namjoon was not about to cry...

As he let his hand fall back down, his face expression turned to a slight mix of anger and disappointment. He looked at you...

RM: "Why are you here?"

*Faces Jin*

"Let me guess, your idea..."

Namjoon shook his head and started walking with heavy steps towards the door. He knocked his shoulder into yours as he passed you and you could hear his footsteps turn into running as they got further away.

You didn't really pick up on what really happened at first...

On the other hand, the members reacted quickly. Jin immediately grasped after Namjoon's hand as he was leaving but missed and ended up hurrying out behind him. As Jimin got nervous about what may happen to Jin as he was the one to arrange it, he followed after as well to make sure Jin was safe.

Member after member started leaving the room... you didn't pick up on their reasons but one after the other rushed out of the room.

Hoseok rushed after Jimin, and Jungkook did also leave not long after Hoseok.

You were still just standing there... listening.

Listening to the voices of the two remaining members in the room as they slowly started fading. Your vision blurred and everything was so unclear. Suddenly your body felt like stone and you couldn't hold yourself up any longer...

Yoongi and Tae was the only ones left in the room with you. As they were talking Tae noticed your balance failing you. His reactions where flawless, under seconds he caught you as you were about to give the floor an unwanted hug. And Yoongi immediately started asking you questions.

Everything was unclear, you didn't manage to make words out of the tones that left Yoongi's mouth. Tae looked at Yoongi with an aggression and almost screamed at him;