I've been thinking
And my skin started crawling
My mind became cloudy and my heart froze
Thinking is not healthy for me
Thinking reveals things that should stay hidden
Things of monstrous hate and greed
Things that put me through agony
Thinking has led me to a place of misery
Love distracts me but it makes me think more
And this thinking hurts others to
My girlfriend hurts more than anyone
I have hurt her so much with what I've said
What I feel
I feel terrible I really do
But I can't change that and neither can anyone else
So thinking is pain and thinking hurts
So just let my mind be silenced
I want to sleep and let it pass
I want to say goodbye to my mind
