Tom's POV~
i wake up to Navi sitting on my face. i pick her up and set her aside on my other pillow. i sit up and look at her as she looks back at me.
"Really?! was that even necessary at all??" Navi stands up on all fours and meows . i understand it as her saying "i got you up early so you could get ready to go see your little boy toy".
"First of all hes not my boy toy, we just met and well i guess getting up a bit early was a good idea, thank you Navi." Navi meows as a "yeah sure, your welcome" and leaves the room.
"Hey! dont give me that attitude." I can hear her meowing in the kitchen, she wants me to feed her as well as feed myself.
I get up wearing nothing but my boxers. i throw on a hoodie that zips, leaving it unzipped. i walk into the kitchen and pick up the cat food for Navi, she meows at me again.
"listen up okay? im going to be gone for a while so im going to give you more food than usual but that DOES NOT mean you eat it all in the first hour im gone you fat ass. okay?!" Navi gives me a blank stare. i fill her bowl and she begins to eat.
"Slow down cause im not feeding you again till i get home!" She ignores me but that's her fault.
i go over to the fridge and get out the milk, go to the cupboard and get some cereal and a bowl. i take it all to my dinning room table and make myself a bowl of cereal, as im eating my bowl of cereal a wave of anxiety hit me.
Im so nervous to go see Joey, normally i put no effort into meeting up with people, but i feel as if i have to in order for him to like me.
After finishing my food i rush to my bedroom for some clothes i grab a light grey beanie, black skinny jeans, a light grey thin T-shirt, and i throw a Dead-pool sweater on top of it all.
I look at the time and see its 1:17pm."Okay Navi, time to get ready." Navi meows but i ignore what she says.
I head to my bathroom to do things i haven't done in awhile. i brush my teeth, wash my face, dang i even put on deodorant. Navi sit on the sink slowly swaying her tail while looking at me.
"Should i shower too?" i put my hand in Navi's face, she smells me and hisses at my hand. Meaning "TAKE A SHOWER U FILTHY PIG!!"
"ok damn, no need to get sassy. Now get out so i can shower." Navi prances on out of the bathroom like the bratty little princess she is. I grab myself a dark red towel and turn the water on lukewarm and shower. I think to myself 'maybe i should use more soap, maybe Joey will like me more if i smell nice.' So i used a bit more soap than i normally use.
When i get out of the shower i look at the time. '1:40 pm, almost time to go. He said one more floor above, was that exact? Wait, I didn't ask the room number! god i hope i dont fuck this up...' I think to myself.
I get dressed and head to my room to get my meds out of the night stand. I take my meds into the kitchen to get a drink, i grab a Monster Energy drink to take them with. I take my anti-depressants, anxiety pill, and mood stabilizer. I take them all at once as they rip down my throat and I anxiously look at the time
"1:43 pm, time is going by so slowly. Should i smoke? Do i have time to smoke? I should smoke. Imma go smoke." I think out loud as i find myself slowly inching my way to my room. i get to my room and take my sweet time getting high, making sure to open the window first. Before i know it Navi is in front of me meowing really loudly. i turn and look at the time, it's 2:13. i Jump up and put everything away, most of them i dont put in the right place and im going to get hecking confused later but whatever, i got scared.
i thank Navi for telling me the time as I head out the door, missing the door knob twice.
(thanks for reading this chapter! this one took me forever cuz i didnt know what to write lol. see yall in the next chapter! love yall!)
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A Transmance fanfiction
Fiksi PenggemarJoseph, a 23 year old female to male trans. Thomas, a 25 yeah old female to male trans. Both living in a little town called Tiger Beach.