Yesterday my sister disowned me but I don't really care I know probably should but I just can't find it in me too if you now what I mean. Some people call me cold hearted " well excuse me if I don't feel the need to cry over every little thing now after the shot I've been through I don't really get phased anymore. I can't tell if that's a good or bad thing and as my friend always says or asks me " why did god nerd you so bad like how powerful were you before" that my friend I can't even answer if I wanted to. I wish I could but I can't . Oh yeah I spent a little bit in a phychward it was ....an interesting experience is all I'm gonna say about that subject. It's been a couple days and it's been snowing a lot so we've had no school but we've also not been able to go anywhere and my wrestling regionals was cancelled low key happy cuz i don't think I would have made weight ehh it's ok though. I want to go back to school though which is weird because I usually just sleep but you know I'm so bored I'm up for being annoyed and followed around by strange people like pleassssse I'm so lonely but in truth I just wanna go somewhere and get away from the people I live with I know I know it sounds rude but come one can you blame me I've been cooped up with them and we just got in a fight I'm so hungry I want some noodles because alas that's all I can cook oof I want real food though gosh college is gonna suck ass.
