😘"Soul-Mates"😘😘

Realisation

                         Mahir
I was trying to sleep but couldn't sleep,Sleep was far far away from my eyes by thinking that she cried and stayed hungry whole day because of me.i cant see her crying.but why she came close to me agar uski life me already koi tha.
What the hell is happening?
I am Mahir sehgal,mere pas pyar jesi faltu chizo ke liye koi time nhi he,Na kisi k liye mere dil me jagah he,infact mere pas to dil he hi nhi.Mahir Sehgal aise hi kisi ladki ki wajah se weak nhi ho sakta.Ab me uske bare me nhi sochunga.

                          Bela
Next day in office,i went to his cabin to tell him about his appointments,As i was about to speak he started-Dont you expect any kind appreciation from me that u completed your work in one day,its your work and its not a big deal if you completed it sooner than expected.i was not there for any appreciation,So i replied:- What the hell is your problem?Me yha kisi appriciation k liye nhi aai,me yha aai hu taki apki appointments k bare me apko inform kr saku or apko bta saku ki apne orphanage k liye jo charity show organise krne ki date finalise ki thi vo date next week he.
he immediately shouted- Meri problem kya he?,problem meri nhi tum jaisi ladkiyo ki he jo ek insaan k sath hote hue bhi apni innocence ka dikhawa karke amir ladko apni taraf attract krne ki koshish krti ho,kisike bhi dil ke sath khel sakti ho but not me Ms. Bela Sharma kyuki mere pas Dil he hi nhi.
I freezed on his statement,Tears rolled down my cheeks,i said - you know what,you are impossible,you are not worthy of my.......leave it.After saying this i left his Cabin Crying.
i was about to say it then i suddenly stopped realizing what i was going to say,he again hurted me more than yesterday,How could he say all this?I came in my cabin and sat quitely but was not able to hold back my tears.

                          Mahir
I said something to her which was neither my class nor my nature,but i dont know why i said that shit to her.
She was crying in her cabin and i can see that par use kyu meri bato se itna fark padta he?i felt ki jo mene kaha vo mujhe nhi kehna chahiye tha and mujhe sorry bolna chahiye.i saw towards her cabin,but she was not there,I stepped out of my cabin only to find her, she was going towards the pantry when the same guy entered the corridor from the lift whom i saw in the garden,he shouted to stop her,- Di, she turned Bela di, me apse hi milne aa rha tha.
I heared him first i thought did i heared him correct,then when he again called her bela di,
i was like😳, i got frezzed after realising what shit i was upto from 2 days?
I tried to hear thier conversation
he said:-Di,me anu or juhi rat ko movie ja rhe he ap chalogi kya?while asking this he said - Di apki ankhe ap ro rhi thi kya?
she said-Nhi vo continue p.c pr kam kr rhi thi to ,may be it became red,Anyways you all go and enjoy.Me nhi aa paungi.
he said - Ok and then left.
i went back to my cabin,Di like seriously,she was right.you are impossible Mahir Sehgal.How will u face her now,you have messed up everything,par jo bhi he i have to apologise with her now.but how?i was lost in my thoughts then i saw her coming back to her cabin.she was normal now.

I was in my cabin,i wanted to apologise but dont know how?
I called her in my cabin,to discuss and prepare for the charity show.
She came with the frown on her face,i told her to take a seat,she sat down then i discussed about the charity show and asked her to do the arrangements,I asked her if you any doubts u can ask,she nodded in a No,but did'nt utter a single word.she stood up to leave and turned,i stopped her and said directly "I am Sorry" i said it in one go.
she turned and said- for what ?
I said-Look i know i was rude,but i...i was about to explain myself but she interrupted-Dont be,ap sorry kyu bol rhe he ,apko to haq he mujhe chillane ka muhe sunane ka ap mere boss jo he,or vese bhi apne hi to kaha tha apke pas dil nhi he to fir ap sorry kyu bol rhe he jinke pas dil nhi hota unhe kuch feel hi kha hota he sorry bhi nhi so, pls dont say this when you dont mean it,she just left me speechless and went out of my cabin.
Stubborn Girl-i said to myself😏 but i have to get her apology.

After the Lunch
She was doing the preparations for the Charity Show, i went inside her cabin for the first time, just to get the apology,without making her realise,She stood up seeing me in her cabin,i sighed her to sit,she was preparing some banners for the charity show and was cutting thermacol sheets with the cutter while cutting it she slit down her finger by mistake and it started bleeding,she -Aahh
I ran to her hold her hand and kept her finger in my mouth to stop the bleeding,i looked in her eyes and she too directly looked in my eyes.After a while i took her to The another table where firstaid kit use to be kept & took out firstaid box from the drawer and was dressing her wound,i blowed air on her finger while putting oitment,that time i dont know what came into her mind but she snatched her hand from my hold
and said- ye sab krne ki apko koi Zarurat nhi he,Me apna dhyan rakh sakti hu,or vese bhi ye krne k bad apko fir se lagega ki me apni innocence ka dikhawa kr rhi thi.
Now this was out of my tolerance  limit,i was frustrated now, i holded her from both the wrist tightly and pinned her to the wall.

Third person POV

Mahir-Problem kya he ha? It ni ziddi kyu ho tum,pehle mene ghr drop krne ko kha to mana kr diya,snacks bheje to nhi khae,sorry bola to accept nhi kiya or ab ye chot.....why u r so stubborn?
Tears rolled down from belas cheeks.
Mahir-Manta hu meri galti he par sorry bol rha hu na,
Ab ye aasu Me tumpe chillata hu tab bhi tumko rona ata he,me sorry bolta hu tb bhi tum roti ho,problem kya he?
Bela-U r hurting me.
Mahirs hold was so tight on her wrist that it hurted her.
Mahir-Hurt! I loosened my grip on her hand still holding it.Hurt ha tumhe or mujhe jo hurt hua uska kya?
Ha me manta hu mene bola tha mere pas dil nhi he par tum jab se tum aai ho meri life me kuch he jo beat krta he mere andar,puri life badal gai he meri,
Kisi ladki Ko kbhi  Apne pas fatakne bhi nhi diya mene,par tum us din tumhe pata nhi kyu itni der hug krke betha Rha or tumhe hurt ho rha he,samajh nhi ata he ho kya rha he mere sath?he too was on the verge of tears
He cupped her face in his palms & touched His forehead with hers and said-me manta hu meri galti h pr koi mafi mange to tumhe uski bhi to sunni chahiye.
Bela chupchap uski taraf dekh rhi thi tears were continue flowing from her eyes.when he touched his forehead with hers she closed her eyes in acceptance,she also was through the same feeling which he was going.They were lost in each other But suddenly his phone rang and their eyelock broke.
They got emberessed finding themselves so close to each other.
Bela-Aaa ap Apka phone baj rha he,she bend her eyes down and said.
Mahir- hhh hmm raised his eyebrows as he was still lost
Bela-apka phone.
Mahir-ooh haa.he released her from his hold and picked up the call.
Bela went to her chair and now she was smiling.
Mahir saw her smiling he too smiled and after finishing the call he came to her and whispered in her ears -Agar tumne mujhe maf kr diya ho to i want to take u out for a coffee,me offc ke bad niche car me tumhara intzar karunga agar tum aai to me samjhunga tumne mujhe maaf kr diya nhi to nhi. Then he left from there.Bela was blushing and smiling.

                Mahir
I came in my cabin,i was thinking k me kyu bar bar uske samne weak ho jata hu.
Tum galat the Mahir sehgal,uski har bat se tumhe fark padta he vo roti he tumhara dil dukhta he,use chot lgti he to tumhe dard hota he,ye pyar nhi to or kya he?

I was waiting for her in my car,it was 8p.m.She came down and sat next to me on the pessanger seat.i told her inform at your home that you will be late and she did that.

I took her to a outdoor cafe i mostly come here.as its on the outskirts of the city crowd is less here in the evening and the environment is silent and seran.so,i like this place.She stayed silent for the whole drive,So as to break the silence while having coffee i asked-Are u still angry?she said- Agar hoti to apke sath yha kbhi nhi aati.After sometime we finished our coffee and left from there.i dropped her  home and said bye she replied back and went inside.

                             Bela
Aj jo kuch bhi hua kya vo sahi tha mene kbhi kisiko apne itne pas nhi ane diya par me use mana kyu nhi kr pati hu,mene use maaf kr diya jbki usne mujhe hurt kiya tha,me kyu acha feel krti hu uske saath jab vo mere pas ata he kya ho jata he mujhe,me sach me usse pyar krne lagi hu,yes i m in Love.

From Next day we got busy in the preparation for charity show.Mahir use to drop me home almost every day after office as i use to work till late with him.we started talking much than earlier,he understood me well now. Two Days passed like this and Today is Sunday.