𝙿𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚈𝙾𝚄 | 𝙾𝙿𝚃𝙸𝙼𝚄𝚂 𝙿𝚁𝙼𝙴

" what's wrong with me??"

After ratchet announced that I was more than Ok to walk around the bace, the first people I went to was Will and Epps,Their faces when they saw me In my Cybatron form was priceless,The other Autobots had the same look of shock when I walked Into the room, a memory that I shall forever have. A small smile tugged on my lips apon seeing Jazz' silver paint, I ran over to him, my pedsteps echoing loudly, before I made contact with his back, giving him a hug from behind, he amediantly spun around, surprised, but softly smiled seeing my cybertronian from, I was alot taller than jazz, I was in between ratchets and optimus' height, I giggle, "Your such a shorty, you know that right Jazz? I basically have to crouch down Just to hug you", he scoffed, and rolled his optics at my words, "You dont have to remind me", he grumbled, as broke apart from the imbrace, I smirked, "hey Jazz! Look what I can do!", I said, not giving him anytime to answer, I felt myself morphing into my altmode, my body shifting, and turning, before finally settling into my red and blue Lamborghini,

Jazz gasped, as he stood frozen, examining my altmode, Blumblebee soon came in the hanger, but started making little squealing noises, rushing over beside Jazz, I chuckled, the noise booming out if my radio, "h-how?", Jazz asked in shock, "let's just say I had a talk with ratchet", I hummed, remembering the conversation clearly, my two brothers and the terror twins were there to guide me with my decision, Optimus strolled in, quickly looking at me, then glanced away, I activated my holoform, I was wearing a black spaghetti strap, and a lether jacket and jeans, making my red and blue hair, plus my eyes pop. I turned back to Jazz to see him grinning widely at me, I nodded, and made my way to Optimus tall form, my altmode following closely behind,

"Optimus wait up!", I yelled, He stopped in his tracks, and looked at me, with a small, ghost of a smile. I caughed up to him, transforming into my Cybatronian form, making me only a few inches shorter than him,

" I get it if you dont want to be my gardian, considering the amount of trouble, I put, not only you, but your team through..", I said nervously playing with my servos, he looked away, taken back from my sudden statement. " I still want to be your gardian, Octavia", he hummed, searching for his next words of wisdom, something that I had always admired about him, " Just don't do anything that will put your life in danger", his baritone voice finished, " no promises", I giggled, flashing him a mischevious smile, he looked at me blankly, "Octavia", he warned.

"Optimus", I made a blank face, and Tried to deepen my voice, Amusment shone through his pretty Optics, he rolled his optics, making me gasp, "did thy, Optimus Prime, Just roll his Optics!", I squealed, Bumblebee and Jazz, glanced over at us In confusion, but grined when Optimus put his servo to cover up my lips, I gasped feeling the warm metal on my lips, I smirked, biting his servo, not to hard to hurt, but not to soft to not startle him, It was his turn to pull his hand away, and slightly gasp at me, a smile tugged both of our lips, as he broke our gaze and looked to the front, his smile turned upwards a little further, I flowed his gaze, only to spot the one and only, Elita One, when Optimus smile streached, mine dropped, he turned to me muttering a Quick "I got to go", not even waiting for me to say anything, he marches off in Elitas direction, My spark, sunk, and felt like It was tearing in two, my knees felt week, and suddenly Jazz and Bumblebee were by my side, with small sad frowns on their face plates,
"I'm so, so sorry, Tav...", Jazz said, I shook my helm, trying to get rid of the tears that were forming in my eyes, I gently pushed Jazz away, and sprinted down many halls, I found my self knocking down the medic door, Ratchet jolted, he looked angry, but his face plates sofen and widened at the same time apon seeing my teary gaze, " what's wrong with me ratchet??", I asked, he frowned gesturing to sit on the seat next to him, I did as told, And for the first time, I gave ratchet a big hug, he froze underneath my touch, but eventually hugged me back, " what's wrong?" He asked, "Why does my spark always break when Optimus looks at Elita, L-like shes...", I sobbed, "like she's what?, " Ratchet encouraged, "The best thing in the world", I chuckled as tears streamed down my face, I felt like I was going insaine, These feelings, were driving me crazy. Ratchet gasped "Your having spark pulls? " he asked, "what's that?", I muttered sniffling, "does your spark tug, or pull, when Its around Optimus?", I nodded,recalling the similar feeling, he Nodded, satisfied with my answer, we sat there for a few seconds, in the warm embrace,I assured I was ok to go back into my room, considering that It was 12:05 pm, he nodded, allowing me to go back, as soon as I got into bed, I silently cried myself to sleep, hoping that someone would hear my silent prays.

Meanwhile

" You can't keep playing with her feelings Optimus", Ratchet sighed, rubbing his faceplates in disstress, "She's having spark pulls towards you, and you to her, ", Ratchet said, eyeing Optimus's saddened figure, his baritone voice mutterd a soft " I know",

" The real question is, why are you doing it?", Optimus looked at Ratchet silently whispering Elita' s name, ratchet was quick to react, " she's not Elita, Optimus, Octavia acctually, cares, for you, the way she sacrificed herself to Megatron says otherwise,I say Just go for it, nothing's holding you back", Ratchet smiled at his distressed friend.

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Another chapter done!!! I really enjoyed making the chapter, So, what are your thoughts on this particular chapter?! There a bucket load of questions to be answered to, like 'why did Optimus get with Elita in the first place', Well I guess you lovelies will just have to wait until next chapter, bye!!