[Starvation] Anorexic! Depressed! Patryk x Paul

It's Nothing

(I made the pic at the top, do NOT steal. And do NOT use unless you ask me.)

Patryk's POV:

Paul has been watching me more than usual. Such as, keeping an eye on me. (Not literally lol) He probably knew something is up, but didn't care enough to even ask. I sighed, I looked at my phone.
11:38 AM
Paul came over to me and sat down on the cold floor besides me. "You good, Pat?" He asked. "Y-Yeah, I'm fine." I lied. "You're lying." Paul said sternly. "N-No I am not.." I said, trying to sound convincing. "Patryk." "Y-Yes Paul?" "You always stutter when you lie. So, don't try tricking me." He said, crossing his arms.
"Just.. tell me what's wrong.." Paul spoke softly. "I.." I was about to tell him. But the voices came back.
Don't tell him! Do you want him to worry you useless piece of shit?
You are a waste of space!
Just tell him it's nothing!
Do it.
Do it.
Do it.
Do it.
I stopped hesitating. "It-It's nothing.." I said. Paul sighed. "I wish you would tell me. Because I know something is up." He muttered. "I'm sorry." I murmured under my breath. He got up, off the floor, then went to his room. I started tearing up.
You made him upset.
Look what you did.
You are a fucking dumbass.
You are so worthless.
I felt something warm fall down my cheeks. I touched them and it was tears. I wiped them away and sniffled. "I wish I could tell you..." I muttered to myself. "But I can't."