Click house sl*t

spending the night

hey guys sorry ive been procrastinating a lot with this chapter for some reason.

Cassidy Pov
im excited that i dont have to be in the house anymore. plus i get to see what lannans new place looks like. "so why are you still here. i thought you were going to the fortnite pro am" "yeah nah I'm gonna but im not leaving until tomorrow morning" "oh." "you can come with me. ill let you. plus we should have room i didnt get a roomate" "yay I'd love to"
"alright well I'll order the tickets" "okay"

Lannan Pov
"are you gonna tell anyone" "nah it'll be a surprise" "alright cool" I'm just hoping that we can get seats together. i call the airline and we get to have first class seats. I'm so thankful. now trust me i love my fans but i don't want to be bombarded by them on our flight. plus i don't think she would want to be alone.

Cassidy Pov
we end up both sleeping in lannans bed. i didn't want to be alone and he didn't have anywhere else or enough blankets to sleep on the floor. i was fine with it plus i love feeling the warmth of people. knowing that someones there and that person cares about me. lannan pulls me closer. "come here. this really is the best night ever" "damn lannan. do you like me or something" "...nooooooooo" i get laugh. "and im not wearing clothes." he looks. "you are too" "yeah and just like how you don't like me"

Lannan Pov
"well shit. yeah.." "and you want to kiss me right now?" "hell yeah" "alright" i kiss her. i love the taste of her lips on mine. she stops. "whats wrong" "i shouldn't be doing this" "alright" i go to sleep thinking about her.

Cassidy Pov
i wake up and go to the kitchen. i just cant sleep by him. i feel like its cheating even more than i already am. i get a drink and turn on the tv. i go on YouTube and watch some of the click videos. then i go to elliot's channel. god i love him. why did i ever decide to go against him. i look at the comments and some of them are talking about me. why have i never seen these. i always go on elliots computer and look at comments. has he been hiding them from me?
his recent youtube video:

"you're girlfriend is such a slut"
"ew look you can see his gf for a few seconds at 3:42"
his video of me and him playing fortnite together:
"waste of my time"
"she only loves him for the money"
"she doesn't deserve Elliott"
"she can't even fucking decide who she wants to date. why the hell are you still with her"
"hey cassidy kys"

Lannan Pov
i wake up and Cassidys not by me. i go look for her. i find her looking at different comments on Elliott's channel. she's reading them outloud. some are really bad. i go up by her. "hey. you okay?" "oh uh yeah. why haven't i ever seen these comments. i just don't get it" "thats because Elliott hides them so you don't see them" "really?" "yeah. but dont listen to those people. they are jealous. you're truly amazing. elliot is really lucky" "now you should get some sleep. our flight is tomorrow." "okay. and lannan. can you sleep out here. i don't feel right sleeping with you. no offense" "its alright mate" "night" "night" i go back to his bed and fall alseep.

~they're right. i don't deserve Elliott. i don't deserve anyone or anything~