Damon (one-shot)

II - lay me down

Sam Smith - lay me down

yes i do, i believe
that one day i will be, where i was
right there, right next to you

no words can explain, the way i'm missing you
deny this emptiness, this hole that i'm inside
this tears, they tell their own story...

David's pov:

"so you coming at the after-party, right?" Alesha pop up while everyone was taking their 5-mins break. It was final night at bgt and everyone was already so excited for the result. I feel a bit low, nostalgic and sad. for me, it was not only the end of the season but my last chance to be with Simon this year. after bgt films over, we'll go back to our own business, we really never get in touch until it's time for new season. so that means more than half a year without Simon and to tell the truth, its fuckin' long couples of month. I didn't want the night to end, wish i could hold on the stars a little longer just to be with him, just to stay by his side.

"sorry 'lesha, just wanna head home and sleep" 'and cry' my mind added. after all the after-party was no fun, not without Simon.

"you serious? stay a little while David or else i wouldn't talk to you anymore" Alesha cross her arms, frowning, showing she was annoyed for me not staying.

"no you can't do that, but i'm really sorry, not in the mood" i shot my best smile trying to hide my loneliness inside.

"you sure you wouldn't come, it's a shame cause Simon gonna be there" she winked at me while saying that.

"really...?" i burst out little too loud, catching some attention from the audience.

"duh-uh...so any second thought?" sometimes she's really annoying, she knows me to well. I looked over at Simon, who's having a deep conversation with Amanda. 'so this my only chance, to tell him how i felt for him. i'm scared deep down, what will i do if he doesn't feel the same? will this break our friendship?' my mind thought.

"okay, okay....i'll stay but only because you wouldn't talk to me if i didn't" i said laughing as we both know its a lie. Alesha turned to Amanda whispering something in her ears and give each other a high-five.

Amanda give me a cheeky smile while we; me, Alesha and her were having a drink at the bar.

"David, it's now or never. I'll call him and we'll give you a time for you two. It's not that hard, all you have to do was bringing out all the feelings you have for him. I promise, he wouldn't bite" Amanda said, resting her hands on my shoulder.

Simon's pov:

I was here at the after-party only because Amanda convinced me to. everyone was enjoying and happy as the series goes well. I was chatting with some of the producers with Ant and Dec, at the corner of my eyes i saw Amanda, Alesha with David sitting at the counter having their drinks and chatting for god knows what. I caught David's eye and look away immediately, since i might break down if i looked those eyes filled with love and a hint of pain, a pain i'm sure that i caused.

Sometimes i just wanna hug him, tell him how much i love him....but i'm just a coward.

Amanda wave me to come over so i excused myself away from the group. as i walked towards them, my heart beat faster, louder, worried to the fact that David's not smiling at me? staring at me with those sad eyes?

"Simon, David has something to tell you, don't you David?" Amanda said nudging David.

"yea...uhhhh...yes, i do have something to tell you" David said shooting Alesha and Amanda a worried look.