I remember when you told me you love me
I smiled but the butterflies wasn't there
The racing of heartbeats, and the sparks
The electricity, and the safety I should have felt
The absence of the feelings I expected
Made me feel bizarre and restricted
" You weren't the one for me, " I quoted
But I stayed because I don't want you to feel neglected
Now, I was thinking while staring at the moon
Wondering how you loved me since June
You told me you were my secret admirer
You were following me at school like a creepy stalker
I didn't know you, shithead. I never knew you existed
