Wicked Love 2 (Kyle Kuzma)

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Wednesday, February 20th, 2019

Ariana 💕

I just got back to L.A. yesterday. The flight felt long as hell....and it probably was, considering that I slept majority of it. I was immediately bombarded with love from Milo.

I stood in front of the body length mirror, looking at my baby bump from a side view. It's definitely growing in size. I can still kinda see my toes though, but that'll all change soon.

As I was walking to the living room, I felt some slight movement. I stopped walking and stood completely still, trying to figure out what the hell was going on. Before I could move again, I felt more movement. My eyes widen is realization.

She's moving. Oh my goodness.

I stood there in shock upon realizing that my baby girl is moving. Slight movement, but she's moving nonetheless. I smile as I look down at my bump. I'm still in awe that I'm pregnant.

My smile slightly faltered though. I began thinking about what the next 5 months will be like. The amount of pain that I will be in upon delivery, the amount of sleep that I probably won't be getting. I think I'll be more than ready to have her out. I'm kinda scared now.

I'll be alright....right?

A few hours later, Sydney was here.

"Sydney I am scared shitless." I say.

"Why? You're literally only in month 4. What's there to be scared about?" She said.

"Everything. I know I'm thinking way ahead of myself right now." I say.

"Way ahead." She said.

"But I kinda already know what to expect. Trust me, I've seen what my twin sister had to go through during her pregnancy." I say.

"Every pregnancy is different Ari." She said.

I frown.

"Just relax. You're gonna be okay, I promise." She said.

I nod.

"Drink your smoothie, it'll help you feel better." She said.

I giggle as I place the green straw into my mouth. I invited Sydney over to hang with me and Milo because I was sorta freaking out. So she came over with my usual smoothie from Jamba Juice.

"Thank you so much for coming over Syd." I say.

"No problem girl. Anything for my niece." She said.

I grin.

"What's been up with you though? Haven't seen you on IG lately." She said.

"Eh, I just wanted to get away for a bit. Wanted to work on some more music and focus on my baby girl." I say.

She nods. I sip some more of my smoothie.

"Anything else?" She said.

I shrug, playing with my straw.