Once Upon a Time

The beginning

Once upon a time there was a beautiful girl with a gorgeous smile and a voice of an angel. The girl had the most beautiful voice and smile. Many maidens were envious of her gorgeous smile and voice so they would name call and beat her up. The girl would take the name calling and the beatings. She never raised her voice and took every hit without ever throwing one back. All the adults would never understand why she never hit back, the teachers would do nothing to help and the girl liked it that way. Every young man wanted her for their own, whether it be for a night or for something permanent but the girl turned them all down.

Once upon a time the girl thought she fell in love with a handsome young man named Allex. She gave up singing for him for he did not want anyone to hear her voice and steal her away from him. Her smile became dim and less gorgeous for she started to fall into his dark ways, she drank, lied and stole. The young man was like a demon with his talons buried deep into her shoulders. Allex tricked the beautiful girl into thinking he was in love with her but it was all a game to him.

Once upon a time the girl fell into a deep depression. Her smile hardly surfaced on her face and her voice was lost in a sea of memories. She began to think there was nothing good left in the world and the maidens could see the defeat in her eyes so they increased the beatings, they would stab and punch and kick her leaving endless bruises and scars. She still never hit back she instead sat there with an emotionless face wincing every now and then at the pain that was caused physically and mentally.

Once upon a time there was a girl who finally gave up on the nice girl façade and began to fight back. She became a monster and was not about to apologize for it. She began to use others the way they would use her. The way Allex would use her. She lied like it was as easy as breathing. She was able to lie so efficiently and easily that even if her body language were to betray her she would still be able to manipulate anyone into believing whatever she needed or wanted them to believe. The girl made a name for herself. Cambrie, Leader and angel.

There once was a girl who believed the world was all sunshine and rainbows. She once believed everything happened for a reason and that the bad people were just people who did not go to church. There once was a girl so carefree, naive and full of fear. But that little girl grew up into someone her parents feared she would become. She was ambitious, strong willed, fearless and the right amounts of sass and confidence. She grew up to see that parents don't always stay together and sometimes its better for them to be apart. She saw how alcohol and drugs ruins lives, she watched people come and go as they pleased, she cried herself to sleep every night due to the fact she never felt good enough. There once was a girl who would smile and laugh everyday, singing her heart out whether she was good at it or not. At one time there was a girl who would hide in her parents room whenever she was scared.

Once upon a time a little girl saw her father save someones life, flash forward 3 years. At the age of 15, the little girl who ran to her parents for protection, ran from them to protect them. A girl who once was so carefree and naive and fearful, just how her parents wanted her to be finally took a dose of reality. Summer of 2018, Was her wake up call. She went from fearless to secretly fearful all the time. Tosses and turns all night, stresses all day, forgets to eat, puts her school work ahead of her mental health, Works hard in school just to fail every time, opens her heart to those who do not deserve it. flash forward 4 months from September.

There once was a girl who finally found herself again. Her smile returned 100 times brighter and her voice was even more smoother and was like a million angels singing. She fell inlove with a young man named Logan and she knew he loved her too. She felt safe in his arms, she knew he would never abuse her or treat her wrong.

Once upon a time a smile went from gorgeous to sad and back to gorgeous.

Once upon a time I wrote a story that hit close to home because this story was true. Once upon a time I fell madly inlove with allex and once upon a time i learned i meant nothing to him.