one shots // solby

breakups and realisations

i am watching Instagram edits whilst writing this so there may be some spelling mistakes so please ignore <3

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NO HATE TO SAM AND KATRINA'S RELATIONSHIP I LOVE KAT BEFORE ANYONE ATTACKS ME LOL

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sam had just come out to katrina, his girlfriend, and he can see why she is taking the news so hard as they had been dating for a few years and finding out that your long term boyfriend is gay can be very heart breaking.

sam's pov
"kat i am so sorry i didn't think much of it at first but it's just become so strong that i know that i'm not just bisexual i'm fully gay, i am so sorry kat, i never ever intended on hurting you." i said nearly breaking down in tears.

"i know sam, i could tell these past years that you were a little bit, not in an offensive way but you always look at colby in a way i wished you would look at me, when he walks into a room your mood change and your face lights up and if i'm truly honest he does the same thing towards you, it's not your fault." kat whispers, i can tell this is hurting her but i couldn't hide this anymore so i had to tell her.
"anywaysss" she speaks up a bit more cheery now.
"you better invite me to yours and colby's wedding Golbach or there will be consequences." her mood has changed completely now, she's joking around, this is the kat i like, the funny and positive one.
"you sure you're okay kat?" i said concerned.
"i will be and we can stay best friends as we always hang out anyway!" this is an easier breakup then my last ones, this is great.
"of course kat" i state with cheerfulness lacing my voice.
"i better go anyway, i'm going dinner with devyn and amanda, bye sam."
"bye kat" and with that 15 minute conversation i could finally breathe again.
now i just had to come out to my friend and family.
obviously i didn't need to tell devyn and amanda as kat would tell them at dinner anyways.
here goes telling the rest of the house...
~~~~~~TIME SKIP TO DOWNSTAIRS 30 MINUTES LATER~~~~~~

still sam's pov
it has taken me half an hour to build up the courage to tell everybody.
once i tell them there's no going back.
what if they don't accept me?
what if they kick me out?
what if-
no! i have got to be strong about this, they're my best friends they would never do anything to hurt me and are always there for me.

although the person i am most afraid of telling is colby.
he came out bisexual about 8 months ago not that i'm counting and ever since i haven't been able to keep my feelings hidden as well as before.

i have liked colby since kansas and if he ever found i liked him he would probably think it's weird and it would mess up our friendship.

my plan is to tell everybody that i'm gay wait for their responses and then after speak to colby privately and confess.
i had no choice
i had to be honest with him

"hey guys can i speak to you please, all of you?" i stated shakily.
"yeah what's up?" elton said weirdly, obviously realising that something was up.
"well i don't have a speech prepared or anything but i'm hoping as my best friends you guys will accept me... i'm gay, ive known for ages and ive just broken things off with kat like 45 minutes ago and i'm so so sorry i've been keeping it to myself but i was scared and if you guys don't want to be friends with me anymore or want to kick me out and never see me again i accept your decis-"
"we would never ever do that!! we accept you sam" elton said happily.
"yeah what elton said, we're so proud of you bro" corey stated boldly.
"so proud of you!!" jake, and the others said apart from one, Colby.
i look at colby and wait for what he has to say
"ayeee join the club sammy, i'm so proud of you like everyone else is!"  thank. gosh. a positive reaction from colby.
"thank you guys so much, also colby could i speak to you in private please?"
"yeah sure, coming" he said cheerily as he jumped up from the couch.

"what's up man?" colby finally said as we got into the garage.
"i-ive been meaning to tell you something for a while now a-and i don't know how to say it b-bu-"
"you like me don't you? i can kind of tell." crap.
"how could you tell? did someone tell you?" i said fast and shakily.
"wooooow" calm down Sam, and i can tell by how you look at me and it's okay i like you too and i have since kansas"
i don't think i've ever wanted to hear a sentence so positive in my life.
i thought things like this only happened in movies but my dreams coming true and i've never been happier.