Light Skies & Razøred Tongues (Frerard)

Chapt 21 - You Carved A Special Place For Your Pain

Song: Under The Knife
Artist: Icon For Hire
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❕TRIGGER WARNING❕

Gerard's P.O.V.

'Please be careful.' -F

Frank sent that for about the millionth time. I love that he cared for me that much, but damn.

'I will.' -G

'Don't worry Frankie. I'll be fine... They're just dreams, please try to relax.' -G

'You're right, I'm sorry I just don't want anything to happen to you.' -F

I smiled and put my phone back into my pocket. Frank's been bugging me all week about that freakin' dream.

But whatever makes him feel better...

"Okay class, were going to be dissecting owl pellets and putting the bones together, seeing what rodent they ate." Mrs. Jackson stood from her chair with a box of what I'm assuming was the owl crap.

Fuck science.

This is so gross...

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"So what have you been up to?" Ray asked as we walked into third hour.

Art. Yay! This is my favorite class!

"Nothing much." I said casually.

He looked at me in a way that said 'you're a terrible liar and you know it'. Ray could always tell when I lied, I don't know how... But the furry fucker did.

"Ugh... Fine." I groaned sitting down as Ray sat across from me, his eyes lighting up at my forfeit.

"I know you and Frank's gotta thing." He said raising an eyebrow, smirking at me. My eyes widened at that.

"W-What?" He didn't know about my sexuality, so how the fudge sticks did he figure it out.

He huffed. "Seriously? You guys are so obvious, you smile every time you look at him and it's like you're always in La La Land when somebody mentions him." He said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"But don't worry I'm not judging... I mean, Mikey and I- " he stopped then, quickly beginning to rumage through his bag.

I raised my eyebrows at him then, it probably looked like I was offended but I'm just curious. "You and Mikey what?"

"Did I drop my pen Gerard?" He said dodging my question.

"Ray."

The thing is, I knew Ray. And I knew he and my little brother liked eachother. But I never would've thought that they might have gotten together! I know I'm thinking about it as more than what it is, or has to be. But there's something about the thought of your little brother kissing your bestfriend that just doesn't fit on the plate.

"Really it's gone and I can't- "

"Ray!" I said again.

He looked up, regretful. "I'm sorry Gee, I didn't mean to let it spill. I wasn't thinking and- "

"What about you and my brother?"

He let out a deep sigh and looked down. "Please don't be mad.... We're kind of dating." He mumbled, hoping I didn't hear it.

"What?!" I yelled, getting attention from nearby students in the room. I cringed at all the eyes on me and leaned in closer to Ray. "Why wasn't I told about this??"

"He didn't want you to freak out or any shit like that... Please don't tell him I told you. Please!" He begged, I nodded slowly and sat in thought.