↠ 𝕪𝕘𝕥𝕓 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 ↞

↣hyunsuk ∘ cheating is a sin↢

(okay,this is my first try writing angst with suk omg wish me luck)

tears blurring my vision,i wandered through the streets.it was cold and dark and to make this scene drama like,of course it rained.

i just found my boyfriend of one of a half year eating some others girls face in a club when he told me he had practice.

praying he didn't see me back then,i was on my way to his dorm to get my clothes and all my belongings i left there.

out of nowhere i felt my phone buzzing in my pocket and as i saw it was seunghun,i press accept.

"y/n?"he said,kinda out of breath.

"what?"i snapped,hoping he didn't heard i was crying.

"byounggon just texted me,he saw you,walking crying through the streets.i told him to pick you up.what happened?"seunghun's voice had a huge sound of worry in it.

"can i come over?"i sobbed slightly,knowing he was the only that could comfort me.

"of course!meet byounggon at the parking space of the maiton's restaurant.you're near there,right?"he asked.

"yep."i answered.

we hung up and hurried there,already seeing gon's car standing there.

when i sat down in the passengers seat,i almost had another breakdown but was able to hold it in.

"hey,little."byounggon said,starting to drive towards his shared apartment with seunghun.

"hey."i quietly sobbed and heard byounggon sighed.

knowing i don't want to talk,he was quite for the whole drive and so was i.

after about 10 minutes he pulled into a parking lot and i got out as soon as he stopped the vehicle.

i basically ran up the stairs just to be greeted by seunghun's open arms.

he soothingly told me to calm down and caressed my back.

"let's go in."he whispered and pulled away,starting to walk into his apartment.

"what happened?"seunghun asked as we sat on his sofa.

"hyunsuk...club..other girl..cheated."i said between sobs but my best friend immediately knew what i was talking about.

"that fucker."he mumbled.

for a while,i sat there crying with seunghun comforting me.

my phone rang multiple times but seunghun declined him the whole time.

suddenly,someone knocked aggressively on the door.

"byounggon,get the door please,but don't let him in."the boy next to me said before sitting in front of me protectively.

"where is she?"i heard hyunsuk yell,probably really drunk.

my body tensed up at his voice.

there were obvious sounds of a little fight.

"you little bitch i know you here."his words sounded slurred and his pronunciation wasn't really clear.

"she is not a bitch!"byounggon yelled before we heard a loud sound.

soon hyunsuk stumbled into the living room and i grabbed seunghun's arm out of fear.hyunsuk was really aggressive when he was drunk,what he obviously was,considering the fact he held a vodka bottle in his hand.

"y/n!what the fuck are you doing here?you are my girlfriend.not this fuckers."hyunsuk yelled and i took all of my courage together and stood up.

"i am not your girlfriend anymore."i bravely said,ignoring the tears that still were running down my cheeks.

"you little bitch.are you breaking up with me?"he yelled.

"yes i am."i raised my hand and slapped him.

even though i felt bad,i couldn't and didn't wanted to bring myself to apologize.

hyunsuk took a few steps back,staring at the floor.

he slowly looked up to me,a single year rolling down his cheek.

"did her slap took you back to earth?"seunghun quietly said behind me.

"y/n..i am so fucking sorry..."hyunsuk almost whispered.

"i know.."tears started to flow again.

he was just as broken as i was.

"i saw you and that girl in the club."

for a split second,i wanted to forget about what he did and wipe his tears because i couldn't stand to see him cry,but i know i couldn't.

his face turned into a shock expression,before he cried even more.

"i swear,i didn't mean to-"

"you didn't mean to what?cheat on me?hurt me?act like our past years haven't meant anything to you?what are you sorry for,hyunsuk?"

my little sobs turned into loud ones and i started to scream rather than talk.

"i am so fucking sorry."my still boyfriend did the same as i did.

we just stood there.

crying and staring at each other.

"where are we going now?"hyunsuk asked.

"nowhere."byounggon said annoyed.

"i didn't spoke with you,asshole.y/n,what will happen with us,with our relationship?"he sobbed.

not even knowing the answer,i shrugged.

"i don't know,but i know i need time.some distance.i will be in the u.s next week anyways.let's talk when i come back."i ruffled my hair.

hyunsuk nodded,looking down.

slowly,i walked towards him and grabbed his face and made him look at me.

obviously he was shocked and i could clearly see the guilt in his eyes.

again he started crying but this time,i wiped his tears.

"i am so sorry,baby."

"i know,hyunsuk."

even though he hurt me,he still was the one i loved and the one that was my best friend.

it was my priority to care for him,regardless of my own feelings.

"you should go."i whispered.

the boy right in front of me nodded and looked up and once again.

"i love you,y/n."

i nodded and smiled sad.

"good night,hyunsuk."

(part 2?)