↠ 𝕪𝕘𝕥𝕓 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 ↞

↣hyunsuk ∘ cheating is a sin pt.2↢

"do you want a coffee?"seunghun asked me but i shook my head.

the plane that brought me from america back to korea just landed and i was tired.

"no i only want to get home and sleep."i said and the boy next to me nodded.

luckily,seunghun took my luggage so i wouldn't need to carry it.

he quickly threw my bag on the backseat while i got in the passengers seat and seunghun on the drivers seat.

while he started the vehicle,i laid my head on the window.

"i'll wake you."seunghun reassured me and i nodded while yawning a last time before falling asleep.

✧✦✧

i got woken up by a ray of sunlight pricking my eyes.

sitting up,i yawned and stretched my arms.

i took a glance at the clock beside my bed and saw it was already after 1 pm.

still tired i dragged myself from my bed to my kitchen to cook some tea for me as it was too late for coffee.

hearing my phone ring in my bedroom i hurried there and took the call when i saw it was my best friend.

"hey.."he said and i chuckled.

"hey seunghun!"

"i just wanted to tell you that i carried you in your bed last night because you were really tired.i knew where the keys were so i just brought you in your bed and left your bags in your living room."

"but you didn't change my clothes?"i joked and seunghun laughed pretty loud as well.

"no,i didn't.anyways,i need to go to work.rest well,y/n!"

we then hung up and walked back to the kitchen,ready to drink my tea.i had a few sips amd and i then decided that i would go for a shower,since i felt smelly.

i grabbed my shower products and some fresh clothes from my luggage and walked to the bathroom and showered.

after i came out of the shower,i dried my body and hair before getting dressed.

since i had nothing to do,i threw myself on my bed and looked at my phone.

my heart made a little jump and my breath hitched a bit when i saw that hyunsuk send me a text.

everything:
hey y/n,
yedam told me that seunghun said
you were back in korea
can i come over today?
i really need to explain myself
just text me

i knew i needed to talk to him but it just hurt so much.

quickly i texted him a time and started to stare at the rooftop.

thinking whether to forgive him or not.

on one hand he hurt me so much but on the other hand,i loved him so much that i barely could breath without him.

a half hour before hyunsuk would come to my apartment,i started to get ready by putting on a light yellow floral dress and brushing my hair.

nervously,i ran through my apartment,not having anything to do besides being super nervous.

the door bell rang and i almost jumped in shock.

i opened the door with shaking hands and immediately saw a dead looking hyunsuk.

his eyes were red and swollen,his eye bags had a dark shade of purple and his skin looked extremely pale.

"my god.."i said really quiet,hoping the boy in front of me didn't hear it,but telling from his faec,he did.

"come in."as soon as i realized we were standing in the doorway of my apartment complex,i stepped aside and opened the door for him.

hesitantly,hyunsuk walked inside,looking around kind of awkward.

"let's go to the living room.."i decided and he nodded,walking in front of me.

we both sat down on the couch,avoiding eye contact and the weird silence was all around us.

"since we both don't know how to start that conversation,i'll just ask..how are you?"i wanted to know carefully.

"how do you think i was?"he laughed sarcastically.

"i also have not been well..."i mumbled.

again there was a silence where no one spoke.

"i missed you and i am fucking sorry.."hyunsuk breathed out and hit my heart with that sentence.

"i know..i missed you too."

i saw how tears started to stream down his face and immediately i went next to him,wiping them.

"hyunsuk,baby,stop crying.."i mumbled and hugged him tight.

hyunsuk also slung his arms around me and cried on my shoulder.soothingly i caressed his back and told him to stop crying multiple times.

"i am so sorry.."the blonde boy sobbed and i also felt tears falling out of my eyes.

he pulled away to wipe my tears this time.

"i am so sorry that i made you cry.."he almost whispered and i shook my head.

"it's alright.."

"no it's not.i kissed someone that wasn't you and—"

i cut his talking of by kissing him,what caught him of guard.

soon,hyunsuk grabbed my cheeks and stroked them with his thumb.

when we pulled away,he looked confused but a small smile played on his lips.

"i needed to shut you up somehow.."i laughed a bit,still holding him extremely close.

"but—"hyunsuk started but i kissed him again.

"would you shut up for a second?"

he nodded.

"i see how you hurt you are and i can't deny that i was hurt as well but i just can't live without you.i just can't."i softly spoke.

"i can't either.."hyunsuk said."and i swear,i only kissed her..and i was so drunk i don't even remember her face..i-i only love you and—"

this time i just climbed on top of him,pressing my lips on his.my knees were left and right of his legs and my arms slung around his neck.

immediately he reacted and grabbed my waist tight.

"you are so god damn annoying sometimes."

i giggled and i felt hyunsuk smile against my lips.

"well..i am not sorry for that."