my sad life

Valentine's Day

3-20-19
So yesterday I decided I would tell my crush how I felt today:). My day was going so mf good until break which was right before my 3rd period. My bff tells me that she was talking to my crush earlier and he had hickies and a bitch was shook but I wanted to get it over with and tell him. How-mf-ever at the end of my 4th period my teacher who has him the previous period and she knows I like him. She pulled me and my other bff to the side and told us some mf tea about my crush. Apparently she called him out about the hickies yet he was trying to get at this one girl named Kylie (changed names for privacy) yet he was fucking around with some random freshman. Keep in mf mind that my crush is a SENIOR , I am pissed asf not only that I found out he's talking to some older girl who's 24 and he's 18. Like wtf okay whore. But I'm mad as hell cause I still like him even though I know I deserve better :'( can someone please give me advice on what to do because I'm really upset:(((((( (future me this is about potato aka jona lopez