Am I acceptable?

Chapter 5

Hello, sorry for me being a slow. I had a lot of studying to do thats why, but I really hope you like this chapter. Please share, but also like and comment! ❣️
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When I arrived home, I saw that everything was dark by the window, knowing directly that my mother wasn't home, but at work. I walked up the stairs to my porch and inserted my home key and opened up the door. Everything is the same, this is my life. Entering into the house alone, with nobody inside the house.

Sometimes I wonder how it would have felt if my father was still alive and made it through here to Washington with us, or how it would have felt if I had another sibling here with me.

It may feel like I am complaining but I am not, I do feel bad sometimes for the way we live. For the way my mother lives. If I could, I would have helped her with a work aside my studies, but my mom being herself doesn't allow me that. Because she doesn't want me to get distracted by jobs, so I ended the discussion by not applying to any jobs.

By the thoughts building up, I pushed it aside and dropped my bag and put it on the side, as I hung my home key up on a key cabinet and my jacket on a hat shelf.

I walked through the hall passing the living room to my left, as I made my way to the kitchen, where it was placed in the central. Walking to open up the fridge I saw another note, today's note from my mother.

Sorry sweetheart, I didn't have time to cook so I left you money there on the kitchen table so you can order whatever you want. Once again sorry

This letter kind of made me annoyed, because I never want my mother to be sorry about these kind of things. It isn't her fault that she didn't have the time to make me dinner, but I still forgive her. I always will, because my mother means the world to me, I don't have anybody family related other than her. She is my only blood who I know is still alive.

Thinking about my mother's absence got me thinking about Jessica, so I took out my phone from my back pocket and dialed Jessica to see how she was doing. Waiting for the ringing to end and so I could hear her voice but instead the ringing went to her voicemail.

Hi it's me Jessica, if you are trying to reach me and you got welcomed to this zone than I might be busy right now, but just leave your message and I will call you! Bye

I ended the call and dialed again, but got straight send to the voicemail again, so I left her a message

"Hey Jessy... I don't know umm I just wanted to check out how you were doing but right now I have a terrible feeling so please answer me! Don't do anything stupid okay please. I love you"

I ended the phone call and dialed to her mother instead. She quickly picked up her phone

"Hi Hope, how are you girls doing?"

"Hi Mrs.Blakely, umm sorry but what do you mean with "you girls"?"

"I meant you and Jessica of course" I could hear her concern

"Oh.. Mrs.Blakely..."

"I know it may be hard to be there to Jessica, but she really was close to her grandmother" I could hear her crying

I didn't know how to react... I directly puzzled the puzzle... Jessica lost her grandmother, a grandmother she nearly saw as her own mother. I know how close they were but I could still feel the hurt forming in me, but I do understand that it is hard for Jessica right now. So I didn't know if I should tell her mother if her daughter is with me or not, because her mother did lose her own mother so telling her that Jessica isn't here, is like me adding more stress to her mother so I kept my mouth shut about Jessica not being here.

"I am soo sorry for your lost mrs.Blakely, you know that whatever you need just tell me. Okay?"

"Yeah okay sweetie, thank you and tell me if you girls need anything okay?"

"Yeah okay... well bye"

"Bye" and she ended the call. At this moment I didn't know what to do, where to go to find Jessica. So I just grabbed my keys again, put my jacket on and grabbed the money my mother left me and started to wander around thinking where she possibly could be. It was already dark and I was starting to get scared, for both mine and her sake. You don't know what you can get into as a women walking alone in a dark street because of a freak. But I don't care at this moment, I just want to find my best friend, my non blood related sister.

While I walked I still called her, probably 10 times but this girl isn't answering. Suddenly I felt really alone and I started to hear cars brake really hard letting the cars sound. So I started to speed my steps up. I turn my head to the left nobody was there but I could hear sound nearby. But I just walked and walked. Suddenly I saw flash of strong light shining behind me. The light belonged to a black car behind me.

Now I really got scared, specially when I saw the driver had a manly figure. I pretended to not look at the car driving at the same speed as my walk, out of nowhere the car swung in and stopped me from walking now I was looking behind me and the passenger window rolled down then the drivers face showed up. But I couldn't recognize the face it was to dark.

"Jump in" his voice was dark with an Southern European accent, probably an Italian.

My breathing was getting heavier, I could feel my body shaking of fear. I walked back then turned my body and ran back to the direction where I came from. I heard the man getting out of his car and slamming his car door back. Out of the blue, I felt someone holding me. I didn't know what to do than just make myself heard so I started to scream when I felt a large hand cover my mouth, shutting my scream. How fast was he, one second I heard him get off the car and the other second that passed he held me. The man finally turning me to face him.

"Don't need to cause a scene, tesoro" The man finally said as he turned my body to face him.

A second after the street lights turned on, and I finally saw the face of the voice. Lorenzo.
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