Chapter 1. (Ash's POV)
I'am sitting and staring at my cell phone thinking if I should tell Austin the news or just let him live his dream. His dream matters more too me then anything he's worked so hard for this. *Ring! Ring!* "Um hello?" I say talking into my phone. "Did you find out anything?" Alex's asks with worry in his voice. "Yeah, it's positive." I say while tears filled my eyes. "What are you going to do love?" Alex's ask which I can hear him crying a little. "You know I love him but I rather lose him then him lose his dream." I say looking down at my stomach. "I'll be here if you don't want him too know. Well work on this together Ash I have your back." Alex's says. "Okay we'll I better call him and tell where over before I change my mind." I say now looking at pictures of Austin and I throw out the two years we have dated. "Okay, good luck Ash." Alex'a says whiling hanging up. I look at the pictures and just smile then I call Austin trying too hold back all my tears and sadness. "Hey love!" Austin says with cheer in his voice. "Um Austin we need too talk." I say in a low voice. "Ash are you okay? What happen!" He says with now worry in his voice. "You know I love you so much but I feel like I am messing up your life with all the hate you get daily from fans about us dating and I want it too end. You've worked your butt off for this chance too sing and I want you too have it and I think you can without me." I say while crying. "Ash... Love no! Your how I got here! You've always been my number one fan! Please Ash no!" Austin says now crying his eyes out which made me cry harder. "These are my last words too you okay. I love you Austin so much and when you come home in 8 months we can talk this all out if you wanna work it out then we can till then. Good bye love." I say hanging up the phone then I throw it at a mirror which crashed everywhere. But I didn't care I just lost the love of my life cause I knew his career came first before our new baby..
