Me Plus You

Falling slowly

"Fucking hell!" Krysal whined, I just sighed at her and shook my head, "Neen, he is banging! Are you nuts? You were well in there, 'oh maybe i'll wait then'... he wanted you!" It had been nearly a year since I last got touched by a man if he even had the right to be called a man, ugh. I spent a year getting my life back creating a new me.

Nina now doesn't drink or smoke, she doesn't dress slutty and she counts the number of steps to the bus stop. Nina will not be distracted because new Nina needs these rules to keep her say otherwise... if they find her... I shook my head to avoid tears forming in my eyes. That was then it all happened a year ago it's over now.

"No, he was just being polite because I helped him. Nothing more." I disguised my sadness with a smile, as per usual.

"He wanted you. A sexy Australian sexy boyband member wanted you!"

"They're not like a proper boyband..." I mumbled, "They started off as pranksters and then they were asked to-" Krystal cut me off, "You googled him?" She broke out into a roar of laughter, "Oh you are so in love sugar." I hit her playfully faking another smile.

"Krystal, the door." I got up from the chair I was sat on in my kitchen and crouched down on the floor, Krystal smiled sympathetically and nodded. This was a standard thing, if anyone knocked it was Krystal who owned this house and it was Krystal who lived her as far as Nina was concerned... well Nina did not exist. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, waiting.

"You will not believe this, that so called not a boyband have given you two free tickets to the show!" Krystal screamed and pretended she were about to faint I stared back at her in horror.

"No! Absolutely not. No way, you go... take... whoever."

"You're coming to this show Nina."

"No."

"We'll see."

"You'll have to make me."

"Are you challenging me, girl?" She frowned and put her hands on her hip, I couldn't help but love her more than anything in the world I instead of fighting threw my hands up to surrender the battle... another night of pretending to be happy surely wouldn't hurt.

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I shifted uncomfortably as Krystal wolf-whistled, "I feel like I need a cardigan." I sighed opening my wadrobe to grab one of my plain black ones. Dressing with Krystal was... an experience. May I add she loves pink. My outfit chosen by her consisted of high-waisted, tight black leather leggings with a shiny pink belt and a pink crop top completed with heeled boots.

"Neen please, last time I wore that top I had the best sex of my life!" My mouth shot open, she had no shame whatsoever. "Leave the cardigan you look smoking." She licked her lips in a mockingly seductive way.

I walked into the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror sometimes it was hard to recognize who I was, my long black hair hang at my waist dead straight and my pale skin was complimented by a red lipstick. Pinching my cheeks I attempted to bring some colour to them, giving the mirror a smile I realised how much I hated being Nina... when was the last time I really smiled? When that boy with brown eyes with the prettiest touch of green got mobbed and walked through your door. I sighed.

Luke Brooks, I don't know you but I want you all the more for that.