My Theater Boy || A Zaniel Au

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(present time, zach's pov)

"zach" sue cried as daniel loomed away from everyone.
"what" i say, clearly annoyed.
"please realize he's trying to get you to turn against us" she pleads,
"maybe he is, but that doesn't excuse the fact that you knew and didn't bother to tell me", i then turn to face daniel,
"and you, i was a rebound to you, a toy to distract you. what, did my mother's death amuse you or something?"
"no not at all, zach let me explain"
"no, get out" the room went silent.
"what?" sue asked her voice barely audible.
"i said... GET OUT" i yell towards the two.
i could clearly see the hurt plastered on their faces, as sue pulled daniel into a hug, his sobs made me want to go over and envelop him in a hug, but as soon as i took a step towards him jack pulled on my arm.
"leave him, come back to me"
"never"
"what, i just got the two most toxic people out of your life and you won't even hear me out, i loved you zach"
"jack tell me what happened that day"
"what"
"when you left me in the locker room to 'keep watch', where did you actually go, why didn't you come back in after it happened, how did you know the time i would be at the library....jack"
"zachary....i loved you why these questions now my love"
"because jack, why are you putting yourself on a pedestal, when you're no angel" i now turn to face jack, him still inching over me, i feel vulnerable, with daniel no where near me, reese and ryan somewhere in the apartment, he could hurt me and no one would know, hell he could kill me and no one would know. jack's hand wonders to my thigh, feeling up my side, shivers are sent through my body.
"come on baby, you know you want me. like the good old times, ya know when we would skip class and go have some fun in the swimming building. remember the first time we did it-" jack pushes me onto the couch, him hovering over me. everything about this felt wrong, but if i tried to stop him i knew he would hurt me....again.
"you were so scared but it aroused us more, the thought of getting caught, you told me you liked that huh z, and knowing what we were about to do would surely be on tape somewhere". jack leaned down to kiss me, though i turned my head to the side, and he took the opportunity to kiss my neck, subtly sucking on it.
"i pulled you into a kiss and we went into the pool our swim trunks already gone, and we made love and i can still remember the beautiful and angelic moans you made. they haunt me at night zach. i miss it" his hand reaching down to my shorts, i took this moment to push him off.
"jack please stop i don't want this" he chuckled at me pathetically.
"okay babe i'll give you space, my numbers on the counter and besides i still know where you live." he winked at me leaving my apartment. i go to ryan's room, opening the door only to see him asleep with reese in his arms, i sigh i never wanted them in my personal drama, i leave a note telling him simply that i'm gonna go see daniel and for him not to leave the apartment. i go to my room change into some jeans and a simple sweater and grab my keys. i had no clue as to where i was heading i just needed space. i left the place locking every lock possible and headed to my jeep. a small drizzle had started,
"great timing" i chuckle to myself. i start to drive, and without realization i'm at sues house. it was now pouring outside, as if the day couldn't get more depressing. i get out not bothering to turn my engine off, i knew i wasn't here to stay, hell i didn't even feel welcome. as i approaches the door i could hear violent sobs. i leaned against the front door, sitting in a small puddle, though the water wasn't nearly colder than how i felt inside. i recognized the voice as daniels, he doesn't care though right? as least that's what jack said.
"sue you don't understand i loved the boy, with all my fucking might. i want to marry that kid....i've never been happier". his broken voice and sobs made my heart ache.
"i love you daniel", i whisper to no one important, meaning myself.
i get up, something tells me to never come back. i go to my vehicle and pull out of her drive way. backing up into the highway i make it to the only place where i can truly understand everything.
jonah's place.

(hey guys, so far so good when regarding to school, my grades are doing well. so updates will be coming soon :)
~rose)
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