Boy Next Door

How could you?

I couldn't do this so I looked at Hunter and said "I'm sorry Hunter I need some time to think" before I climbed down the latter and ran to the only place I felt safe, my bedroom.

I sat there for eight hours thinking about what I should say to Hunter. It wasn't that I didn't want to kiss him because trust me I do, it's just I've never had a boy like me before so this is all new to me. I don't want to mess it up and then lose Hunter forever. I didn't know what to say to him, but I did know that I needed to see him as soon as possible. I looked out the window to see if his light was on and when it wasn't I decided to go right over to his house, I couldn't wait until morning to tell him this. Here goes nothing I thought right before I knocked on the door. Hunters mother answered and told me that he left an hour ago to go on tour with his band. I was crushed, it felt as if my heart had just been ripped out of my chest. I walked back home, grabbed my phone, went to my room and decided to text Hunter saying

* Hi Hunter.. So I went over to your house to tell you how I feel about you, but guess what.. You weren't there because you left an hour ago to go on tour with your band. You didn't even say goodbye.. I thought we were closer than that*

and I clicked send and shut my phone off for the night.

*Hunter's POV*

I couldn't believe the text I just got from Hannah. What does she mean she came over to tell me how she feels about me? I think she made it pretty clear at lunch that she needed time to thing. I took that as meaning she doesn't want to be with me. I know I should have said goodbye to her, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. And now here I am on a tour bus after playing my first show and the only girl I have ever loved is sitting at home having one of the worst nights of her life all because of me, and I'm not there for her. So I talked to the band and texted her back saying

* I'm on my way*