Evanescence [ksj]

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[A/N]: I know its late, but this whole story may contain some triggering themes for some people. I apologize in advance if you feel uncomfortable reading my story. And if you feel some weird feeling or unknown feeling, feel free to talk to me. I had nothing to do when I'm online (but I'm asian, so there may be time differences) thank you for your attention.

Once in a few weeks, out of nowhere, I would freak out and feel lost.

'Nothing.

I'm nothing.

No one wants me.

I don't have a home

There's no such thing as home to me

Where am I ?

I'm alone'

"I'm scared."

Voicing my worry through the silent room, he stops whatever he was doing and stare at me.

"Why are you scared, baby?"

He pouted, a cute gesture that I rarely get to see. His eyes calmed my soul, and I let out a sigh before replying.

"I'm scared you would leave me someday"

I avoid looking at him, since I couldn't help but cry if my eyes landed at him any longer.

"I had a dream where when I wake up, you're nowhere near me"

I covered my face and desperately holding the tears that are ready to came out.

He approached me and softly take my hands away from my face, as he said.

"I'm always here for you."

He kisses my forehead in a loving manner and I swear something within me had bloomed.

His ears aren't that red and he's not blinking rapidly, I noticed. He's not lying. He's embarrassed.

His habit when lying is red face, red ears, and continuous blinking. I've realized it after spending so much time with him.

"Do you promise?"

I pouted and hug him back, then he giggled cutely.

"Yes, I promise"

He whispered in between laugh. After that we both laugh together until we had enough, and cuddled through the rest of the day.

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