did i fall in love? a terrifying thought is what that is. i didn't fall in love. i'd like to think i just found a familiar song, a similar story to the one that used to hum in my mind. and run away to. somewhere, some place, some moment lost in my memories. but 4:00 a.m. is a strangely naked hour. full of hazy yet prying thoughts and feelings you can't name, and i think no matter what i try to tell myself, the twilight will not lie. and so, mulling over you, i decide: i think i'd rather not know the answer.