I feel this unexplainable ache in my heart as If something is missing from it, something that I want so badly. Why does this happen to me why do I have to be strong to take all this pain. It's when I don't see that glorious face my heart aches the most, I would think seeing him hurts more but really it only makes me appreciate the little time I get to see of him. The numbness just eases away and those feelings in the pit of my stomach bursts into joyful, painful nerves. It's as if he has some rare affect on me that keeps me wanting more. I don't understand what it is, I can't possibly love him, can I? I mean he hasn't really given me a reason to. But I will forever hold that piece of hope in my hands, maybe one day I will be able to tell him how much I love him and what I love about him. But as for now I will have to walk down the street with a longing heart; taking one last look behind me with out knowing weather it's for the the better or worst.
This is my most recent and favourite journal I have written. I hope you guys like it:)
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Non-FictionBe kind, always. Have courage. Hope for beautiful things. Have faith in everything. What you pray and wish for, shall be yours! 💫
