Jahvie One shots (Discontinued)

Please Dont go

Dahvie:
I stared at the pregnancy test in my hand, my heart was racing at an intense rate, as my breathing became more shallow.
In a matter of two minutes my whole life changed.

Positive.

I thought I was going to puke. My eyes widened as I threw the pregnancy test against the wall and I slid down the wall that was supporting me, tears rushed out of my eyes. My heart raced in my chest. How am I going to tell Jayy? We just started dating.. Oh God he's going to leave me. In less then four seconds, tears were running down my face. Horrible vivid scenarios played in my head. Making me panic, a bit more.
I was to caught up, in what could happen; I didn't hear the knock, on the bathroom door until he tried getting in.
"No, Jayy I'm busy I'll be out in a bit"
He let out a big sigh.
"For an hour an a half you have been busy, come out Dahvie"
I came to the conclusion, that I wouldn't be aloud to stay in the bathroom my whole life, like how I planned, but I had to tell him. Despite the fact it might cost me my boyfriend, I had to tell him.
I got up hesitantly and walked out, his face softened; when he noticed how red and puffy my eyes were.
"Dahvie, what's wrong?" He pulled me into a hug and I broke in his arms, he held onto me as he whispered things into my ear in attempt to calm me down. Finally what felt like forever, he pulled away and he held my face in his two hands, he looked down at me, with concern and worry.
"Dahvie?" He asked again,
I let out a shaky sigh, as I pulled out of his grasp and went back into the small secluded space, and I picked up the small object that held my fate.
I came back nearly dying from nervousness, and without thinking. I held it out for him to see. His face first showed confusion, but oh how wrong was I? His expression hardened, as he actually took a look at it.
Five minutes
It took him five minutes to respond,
"Your pregnant?" his voice was calm, too calm. I opened my mouth but ended up closing it, do to words that couldn't come out.
"Yeah." I whispered, low enough for both of us to hear but loud enough to where his expression became more harder, if it were possible.
"I-I no, Dahvie, No I can't do this; I'm not ready" those tears from earlier, came back. Full speed this time.
"Jayy, please don't leave,I'm sorry"
He clenched his jaw, I walked forward and he took a few steps back, not allowing me to come near him. Which caused me to cry harder.
"Get an abortion," he said, breaking the silence.
"N-no, I am not going to kill our baby;before it even has a chance to live" He clicked his tongue, and looked at me.
"That's a shame, because I really did love you." He put on his jacket and walked towards the door, I ran after him crying.
"Jayy please, I can't do this alone, please don't let me do this alone" tears fell gracefully, as if it were their job to make an impact in this situation, but unfortunately it won't, not this time. Jayy kissed me one more time, and left. Taking my heart with him.
I fell to the ground and burried my face in my hands, a sob escaping my throat. It became hard to breathe, as I choked on air, trying to get a grasp of air.
He left
It's as if, everything he said; everything he promised, everything he once proclaimed was true. Has been demolished, as if his words had no meaning, anymore. That everything was all a lie.
As I sat on the ground, trying to wrap my head around what just happened. I came to a conclusion, that love was a lie that nothing good truly ever happened. Everything is nothing but a mirage.
After gathering my strength, I stood up feeling nauseous as I almost topple over from the crying, I had just done. Not to long ago. I placed a hand on my flat stomach as more unshed tears filled my eyes as I started whispering,
"I promise to always take care of you, no matter what I promise to love you" I continued talking for about a few more seconds before I stopped, but kept my hand placed on my stomach; before making my way to the room, as memories filled my mind, trying to push them back as far as possible to the ends of my mind. So I can have some sleep tonight, but that wasn't happening. I laid in bed with my hand placed on my stomach, as I cried.
Oh God please help me